routine hidup saya

My routine would be almost the same everyday. Pagi-pagi bangun around 6.45 -6.50 (solat) yang dikatakan subuh agak gajah. Should improve on this, really. Then I pergi ofis, kalau rajin and sempat I will dropped by stall kat area ibu to buy breakfast. Then punch in ofis, I akan update my pc, browse anything related and buat air. Around 8.40 kena turun lobby for briefing then naik atas, agak-agak pc dah update, I pun akan buat apa patut.

Lunch time selalu we all akan keluar dengan kak Jihan. Balik selalunya ON TIME la unless kalau my husband could not pick me up early, I akan tumpang Lisa (company sebelah menyebelah je). Tu mangsa kebakaran I selain Kak Jihan la. Heheehehehehhe. 

Balik rumah I akan melepak ataupun buat apa patut (macam lipat kain, sapu sampah ke) pastu siap-siap nak pergi gym. I akan pergi after maghribla. Malam balik, amik hot shower then zzzzzzzzzzzzz.. Tidur lepas hot shower was amazing! Memang lena fuhhhhhhh! Just a few days back ni I kerap mimpi and selalu bangun pukul 3.30 or 4.30. Mimpi tu selalunya I tak boleh recall balik.

So sometimes kan I feel ni sign dari Allah suruh I sembahyang sunat ke, I've always being like this lately. Takkan la coincident kan everyday I wake up 4.30 camtu. Maybe it's time you know, who knows kuasa Allah! Semua yang tersurat dan tersirat kepunyaan Allah.

Marsya ada di rumah neneknya dan saya akan pergi tidur dengannya pada hari Rabu. Dan hari Jumaat kami akan pergi ambil selepas ke gym.

Tu routine on weekdays on weekend pulak selalunya I am doing nothing sebab nak spend qulaity times with may daughter. Main kejar-kejar and took her out on evening, sometimes bawak playground, since she grows up so she shows a little exciting compare masa baby dulu.

So that's all and I just hope myself will improve in terms of quality of life especially quality of solat, qulaity times with husband and baby.

Monday Blues

Sudah dua hari bercuti sudah semestinya sangat malas hendak bekerja. Tapi gagahkan jugak diri hari ini. Sudah dua hari saya bermain dengan Marsya. Hari ni Marsya 17 month, yeah!

This blog is meant for me and I will post all about her (my daughter) in her blog. So today I would like to explain what I did or what is my job spec. I am a Senior Account Executive and I did full sets of account. I mean not everything just monitor everything related to MONEY! 

At the end of the month, I received bank statement, I did bank reconciliation (to make sure money comes out and in are correct) then I will do the financial reports for my manager and bosses. I report directly to MD which means I have power (hahahaah, joke!)

My whole world concept is 'everything is money, money money!'

Everyday I have to monitor which request was an important, urgent or super urgent to process and bring all over to boss and usually boss will say 'No money!!!!!!' 

'Please ask them (marketing) to collect their debt!!'

And go to marketing 'Datin ask you all go to to H***, guys' 

Ahahahahahah

Next I have to make sure that my assistants do their job correctly, in order or else I will be in big trouble!

Sometimes the day in the office could be terrible and disaster and many time I'm thinking of resign!

Sometimes I feel the peace of surroundings and I loves to be here!

Activity

During 2012, there are a lots of activities that I've joined which I don't know whether I capable to do all this things in one time. Apakah mdm dee tried to be superwomen,? Adakah? Antaranya:-

Fitness First.

I've joined fitness first on December and started classes in early January. Tried to reshape my body, stomach and other parts too. I do really wants to be slim again and work hard on this. Previously I am 62kgs and after a month I have no guts yet to sit on the weight scale, wait till three months peeps. I do really hope that I will reduce some wights. I've attended classes at Bukit Tinggi JJ and took about 20 mins from home. I went with husband and he encourage me a lot, though I assume that he really wants me look like before kut. 

Sewing Class

I never mention that I love sewing, don't I?So I've joined Jalabiyahouse sewing classes and I manage to attend three classes of baju kurung moden, jubah and blouse. I really loves sewing because it is kind of hobby to me and I hope that I will improve my sewing skills as well. I wanted to sew baju kurung for myself, my daughter and etc. The class near to Carefour and easy for me to go there. I hope that I will start sewing something this week.

Research Proposal

I already mention that I going to finish my MBA soon right?Currently I am working on my research proposal for PhD. My dilemma was whether I am going to concentrate on HR or Logistics. Absolutely not Finance! No more finance paper! Dan sekarang saya sangat pening, sangat pening untuk buat proposal ini, huhuhuhuhuh. LR lagi untuk dibuat. It may take some times kan. So wish me luck and hopefully my dreams will come true. Aminnnnnn.

Sihat

My husband dah sihat! Pagi tadi siap nak langgar bangla naik basikal tepi jalan dengan alasan 'bodoh bangla ni tak reti naik basikal'

I cakap 'Amboi dah baik cam gini plak perangai'

Hahahahahahha. I pun tak suka bangla jugak tapi takdela sampai nak bunuh bangla tu. Heheeehehhe.

Hari ini hari Jumaat dah dh tghari2 pas lunch masuk terlambat 15 mins. Makan kat Carefour makk aiii banyaknye mee die bagi, harga 5.50. Amik kau!

Semalam, saya telah di kejutkan dengan berita tak enak di dengar iaitu saya tidak tamat masters lagi. Ada seorang hamba Allah ni bagitau (sebab kawan dia kerja uitm, so diorang dah check result). I was like 'oooo...kau dah check result aku la eh!! Macam sakit hati pun ada sebab apa ke hal kau nak check result aku pulak.

Dia cakap marketing paper ada sangkut. I teringat that last time I cuma dapat B- untuk paper tu and it is a LB means if I grad 3 pointer above, I didn't have to repeat, kalau tak I am going to repeat it again.

So, I just wait my result this coming Thursday and see whether I am going to repeat it again or not.

So for a meantime, I tanak buat apa-apa spekulasi, cuma I tersangat geram dengan hamba Allah berkenaan and I just hope that I will never ever meet him again!!!!

The Other Half

Hello and good afternoon. Harini kisah hidup saya berkisar tentang suami saya a.k.a my other half. Sayang saya demam hari ni, jadi sebagai isteri solehah saya kena la menjaga hati dan perasaan dia supaya tak tersinggung. Uhuhuhuhuhuhuh.

Before I met him (my husband), I was in relationships with a guy which was my classmates for about four years. And after we broke up, I went through a terrible process of 'broken heart' recovering period. Yes, my life was terrible and going upside down. So I went out with many guys, many! 

I realized that guys@men@boys are about the same if they are sick! Inilah rasanya I had to face yang tersangat annoying! Tersangat! Diorang jadi seorang perengus, pemarah sebab sakit. Thay hate if they fall sick! Hello cik abang, bukannya selalu pun sakit kan, ayoyoyoyyoy.

Hubby dah tiga hari demam dan belum kebah. Dah makan ubat dah but if its still bad, bawak pergi klinik again la, itu je solution yang ada. So, hari ini saya akan balik rumah jadi isteri solehah dan cuba untuk tidak membangkitkan kemarahan suami saya sebab dia tengah sakit and moody!

Happy Valentine's Day

Good morning and Happy valentine's Day! Uhh, hari ni memang best sebab dapat pergi kerja lambat, ahahahaha! It is because my husband got high fever! Balik dari fitness semalam, dia dah mengadu tak sihat, so masa tengah makan kat selera, dia dah tak sabar nak balik. Masa tu I was ignoring him. I was like 'ala, demam sikit jekan?' Pastu sampai rumah masa tengah mandi, dalam toilet sorang-sorang I fiikir macam kesian pulak tengok. 

Macammana anda mahu disayangi jika anda tak tahu nak menyayangi orang lain?

My husband ni jenis manja so dia nak I temankan dia. Pagi tadi I terlambat ke ofis and dah alang-alang tu ambil time-off terus la. Pagi tadi pun badan masih panas lagi.

What did u call your husband? I called him 'Yang" or in front of people 'U'. I don;t know if its appropriate ke tak, but I guess it is fine la kan?

The Story of Us

Cerita tentang kami ni nak elaborate pun susah but me and him used to be friends and he was the supplier to my company where he supplied everything means macam-macam la. He did printing advertising, t-shirt, logos for company and etc. 

And every time he was looking for me to collect cheque, tanya payment and everything else dan akan melepak kat my table each time he reach my company. And at one time he asked me out tu pun setelah beberapa lam I am avoiding him, cuba taknak keluar dengan mamat nih!

After one time dating I feel no harm of trying and somewhere in July 2009, ada company trip to Korea and he pun joined jugak. After got back, we decided to get married. Engagement date in October, wedding in December.

Simple and ada cerita sweet jugak. Anak sulung bertemu anak bongsu. I just wanted this marriage till the end of our lives.

So, tahun ni we will celebrate our third year anni and hopefully it will last forever.

Dear,
Thanks for everything. Happy Valentine's Day (even kita tak pernah sambut celebration kristian ni kan buat ape). Eheheheheh. Selamat Hari Kasih Sayang.

Trying So Damn Hard

I am trying hard to:

• Wake as early as possible and talk to myself 'Dee, kau boleh! Boleh pergi kerja! Boleh boleh boleh'
• Forgive and forget everything and everyone because I don't want small thing ruin great relationships. 
• Take a deep breath and relax, enjoy life Dee!
• Love my husband as much as I can because with love I will survive, will be alive and generate power to ourselves. Do not underestimate the power of love. Husband, I will love you till death.
• Working hard on my research proposal. Once done, I will headed one next step which to change to my life and the hopefully transforming the whole of me into new. 
• To be a good mummy and to loved Marsya with the fullest heart.