Me..this week..

I missed writing and in fact wiring can help my brain function. Today, I already done discussion with Dr SS. Dia sangat sibuk. Really busy man, naik pangkat meh, lots of things to do. I can't blame him sebab tak balas emails and WA. Although the first thing that I am choosing him because he has  NO ADMIN position before but tup tup dia kena sandang jawatang Timbalan FPP, so nak kata apa. Rezeki dia, yang merana PG dia. Huhuhuh.

Anyway congrates to him. 

Yang tak berapa nak congrates adalah myself which he has moved to Puncak. Menuju puncak macam tagline AF. I just hope that postgraduate team will not move there, or else I kena naik puncak every time I wanted to see him.

Oh, memang tak.

Yang kerja - kerja previous post banyak I dah buat. And I back to where I tulis semua apa yang I buat. Haritu bila I stopped doing that, habis semua berterabur and tak siap. Now, I'm back to reality.

Oh ya, last Tuesday (24.03.2015) adalah harijadi mak yang ke 61 tahun.

Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki. Insya Allah.

Kita ada celebrate kat restoran tapi takde gambar.

Takpe nanti weekend ni kita nak celebrate lagi

Hahahahah.

Semalam, I tengok mock drp few students kat faculty. And after tu, I terlanjur ikut Elaina ke TTDI, beli tudung Naelofar. Semoga sikap membeli belah ini tidak terbawa - bawa lagi. Aminnnnnnn.

But today, masa Dr SS talking to Dr Herwina (one of panel yesterday's mock), she said that none of the presenter will passed drp if this is the things they wanted to present for real drp. She telah mencuakkan diri ini.

I also dah sign up for dr ot's workshop, next two weeks. I guess my allowances mostly will go to fuel, courses, books. Ini pun I rasa macam tak cukup buku lagi. Maybe I  nak beli few books and voucher RM 250.00 tu sangat tak cukup untuk postgraduates students.

Hari ni I dah settle kain after I balik tadi, I nak pick up adik kejap lagi and most importantly I nak tengok final #temanlelakiupahan. Okey, I tak tengok semua episod but I guess final ni I akan faham. Hahahahahahahah.

....Kekasihku...

....Kusimpan satu rahsia..

....Bla bla bla (tak hafal lirik)...

K bai!

I Need......

Oh mai.. dah sepuloh hari kut march.. so hall and kitchen settle, yeah..10 hari amik masa nak mengemas, boleh tahan. After moved in, the whole last weekend, mula - mula adik demam, settle dengan adik, then kakak demam bawa balik sini, 3 hari tak pergi sekolah, tinggal dengan mummy.

Baru je nak settle this week, tiba - tiba sakit mata pulak semalam. Ni mata masih sakit, pergi klinik kena RM61, duit ada RM50 je masa tu, pergi cucuk pulakkkkkkkkkk!!!!

Rak buku tak berkemas lagi dengan sepenuhnya. Ada jam yang tak di gantung lagi. Sekolah pun tak setel lagi. (my school). Mybrain tak bayar lagi my fees and I even didn't up date my things at all. Kalau dah gugur taraf nanti jangan nyesal ye kalau lambat -lambat. Kannn??

Before pergi holiday kat Morib tu, a day before me and husband cepat-cepat tengok satu cerita:-

I tought this movie is all about action. Not to the extent that earth belongs to someone, it does not make sense at all. Aku tak suggest cerita ni, in fact I don't believe in such things. Not to my IQ, boleh rosak IQ tengok I guess, Hahahhaaha.

Dan haruslah encik husb menggelakkkan sang isteri yang beria-ia sangat nak tengok keseksian Mila Kunis dan ketampanan hero, wowwwwww!!!!

Back to reality, dah banyak perkara terlengah disebalik kegagalan fungsi ginjal untuk bertindak balas secara cepat, mungkin faktor usia agaknya.

Jadi, ada perkara - perkara yang menyebabkan tekanan perasaan dan semua ini harus dihentikan dengan cepat, dengan membaca lebih banyak doa, bukan doa tido bak kata mikha..aaammmuutttt.. Itu sahaja yang budak kecik tu mengerti.

Spesis anak - anak makin membesar menandakan mak bapak yang semakin muda (tua dalam kurungan) dan keslow motion berlaku dalam keadaan separa sedar.

Harus lah pelajar doktor falsafah ini menulis dalam keadaan lebih berfalsafah sejajar dengan perkembangan otak kiri dan kanan, bukan menulis secara kosong bak sekosong tin susu yang telah habis isinya.

Dan membaca lebih banyak buku ilmiah bukan blog - blog gosip hebat untuk membantu penjanaan ilmu dan minda dan voucher buku harus digunakan sebaiknya bukan membeli buku masakan yang cuma hanya di gunapakai pada bulan puasa.

Okey, selaras dengan tajuk, sebagai penutup it is actually I NEED:-

1) Organize rak buku

2) Buat jadual seharian (bukan ikut laki pergi sana sini)

3) Bayar semua bil, jangan lambat!

4) Baca jurnal

5) Jumpa Dr SS minggu ni

6) Isi report Mybrain, print out bill, jumpa Dr SS, pergi mybrain, hantar borang semester report, hantar bil sekali

7) Up to date chapter 1

8) KEMAS RUMAH SECARA HABISAN

9) Alter langsir

10) Hantar tenpah baju

11) Cari hadiah Aish birthday Sabtu ni - dah alang2 tu cari hadiah Ryan and Aishah sekali.

12) Prepare birthday Mikha 5th April, 

Yang paling kritikal item no 6, sila faham!

GO GO GO GO GO Aunty Ayong (Nama ini akan dicerita di next post!)

...............oh march!

Hari ini.. 2 March..

Di kesempatan yang pendek ni. Sangat pendek. I wanted to write that CNY School Holiday spent well. Pergi mandi air terjun, pergi mandi kat water park. Kids having so much fun. 

I already finally moved out to new rented house. Tapi satu apa tak siap lagi, so I berlari - lari anak meninggalkan rumah and back to school.

Today here I am, dengan rumah bersepah macam nak rak, dengan kepala bersepah dengan macam - macam nak buat. Few kenduri in march, birthday party to attend. And april also.

So wish me luck.

Life is not difficult but not easy too!

CNY 2015

Today is the last day before we got to go for long holiday - CNY 2015. We had no plan to go anywhere at the moment, tak tahu kalau kalau last minutes plan. Or else kita akan berteleku sahaja di rumah  nenek, or mummy and daddy will start packing or maybe daddy will tido straight the whole day.

Aha, dunno yet.

Bunyi mercum sana sini, kakak at klm, I myself trying so hard to study, adik is sleeping, husband hantar staff to hospital, masuk emergency room, tahula apesal, muntah -muntah and doc asked direct go to hospital.

I am myself after Isya' prayer tadi termenung - menung sensorang. Mensyukuri segala nikmat yang ada. Kalau kita tak reti nak syukur nikmat kecil, macamana Allah nak kasi nikmat yang lagi besar?

Ada cerita CZ12 kat tv3 but I already watched the movie, so I malas nak tengok lagi. Trying so damn hard to read journal, oh maiiiii.

Haishhhhh.

3 YEARS OF WRITING HERE!!!

Home Binder Own Made

I always skodeng susunatursioca.blogspot.com punya blog and actually she made home binder by herself and jual sekali for those yang nak beli. Lama - lama I terpengaruh juga because I found it is so nice and practical for me. Mula - mula I tought nak order je from her but tak sempat and end of December I made my own note book. Hehehehe. And pergi spiral binding kat stationery kena RM4 sahaja yo!

Every year I never missed out to buy diary or planner ke, depends. Actually I dah beli Islamic planner hujung tahun lepas, but note book tu sangat penting untuk I tulis every single things on my research paper. Planner tu just to note down what I got to do, plan to do, schedule and etc. 

Itu kat bawah ni rupa home binder buatan sendiri. Calendar on the next page. Muka belakang tu macam ada gambar otak orang tu adalah encouragement for motivate me in my study.

Muka depan tu, imagine, believe and achieve tu is actually describe me. Kalau nak berjaya, kena imagine dulu, berangan dulu tapi bukanla berangan mat jenin, should come with action plan as well. Secondly, believe which percaya sepenuh hati you all, even though ada pihak - pihak akan cakap boleh ke boleh ke or try to put you down, you just believe yourself.

Buang orang negatif sekeliling you all, diorang tak penting, put the important people like family and friends whom always encourage you, and the most important person, your spouse at your upper list. If they trusted you, why don't you trust yourself? Macamana I trust I could do by myself je home binder ni and custom made, letak A4 kosong, white, colours, ikut citaras sendiri, seronok kan.

If there were people with negative aura, UNFRIEND them!

And lastly, you will achieve whatever you want. Trust me. Stay strong. Keep in mind, you can, there is nothing impossible. Never let yourself down, tapi janganlah berlagak pulak. Berlagak tu tak membawa kita ke atas pun. The more you humble to people, more respect you gain and the happier your life.

Lastly, this is very important, DO NOT COMPARE YOUR LIFE WITH OTHERS! Please don't. You don't have a single idea what they have been through. Everyone has different measurement of happiness. If others were happy, please happy for them. Nothing to loose. Love yourself as much as you can.

Live happily. IMAGINE.. BELIEVE..ACHIEVE..

OK daaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Post pada 1 February 2015

Wow wow wow wow wow!!!!

It is FEBRUARY!!!

Okey, harus terperanjat beruk kat sini sebab lagi dua bulan nak DRP and in fact dr SS still tak approved the proposal. Nangis kejap!

January has taught me a lot. Banyak!!! I learned a lot of things and kesabaran tu paling penting I guess in every situation and since Feb is around the corner, I will try my best to be better person everyday.

Lately, I have been losing out tempered badly. Very bad! Menjerit sana sini. Hobi baru. 

Mangsa nya harusla kakak dan adik. Okey, noted on that. I kena susun jadual, bila mana nak study, anak - anak, kemas mengemas or else I akan jadi crazy. Like crazy monkey!

Bulan ni I kena buat banyak benda, I don't know if I could, but I trust myself, harus! In sya Allah, everything will be fine.

I lost my FIL last Sunday, also a great lesson for me. Emotional deep cos I takut tak sempat mak ayah tengok kejayaan I (ceh), and therefore GOT is my new target! GRADUATE ON TIME! It has been a week kut. Semoga roh arwah di tempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman, Aminnn!

There are so much to tell especially on the kids, I will update the kids blog soon, yes very soon, in my own sweet time. Its healing you know, writing and I enjoy alot cuma I tak tau if its approriate to mixed bahasa, is it ok, or not ok? My english is terrible plus my malay writing dah macam pelik kalau tulis full sentence.

Hehehheheheh.

Takpela, blog aku kut, suka hati aku la kan,

Again, I am still in sad mood sebab bapak dah takde, even memang tak rapat dengan in laws sebab jumpa bukan selalu. I hope MIL sihat la tinggal sorang. Dia tak nampak sedih but know what, entah macamana Mikha, I repeat budak bertuah tu, die rakam nenek dia tengah solat with my HP!!!!!!!

And she look soooooo sad after praying. Sedih. Harus I cubit telingan Mikha yang 'special' tu!!! Geram (eh, tak buat pun).

Okey, this is Sunday morning. Harini ada banyak benda nak buat! Tetiba rasa nak makan sundae mcD pulak, eh, apa connection????

Ok daaaaaaaaa.....