Thursday, 7 June 2012

Revenge Season 1 Finale

Revenge Season 1 dah habis malam semalam. It's really unexpected and unpredictable and I loved it so much. Yela, kadang-kadang cerita yang dah tau ending seems tak interesting kan? So I am waiting patiently the second season which I have no idea when it will be showing. Ada orang tau tak? Heheheheeheh

So, kesimpulannya, harapan ku agak punah jugak la sebab nak tengok Jack and Ems (Emily/Amanda) to be together tak kesampaian. Baru excited nak tengok scene Ems ke rumah Jack, eh tiba-tiba ada pulak Amanda fake tu kat situ but you know how they make us can't wait to watch for the second one. Let say if Jack and Amanda was together in first season, dah tak interesting la cerita tu kan?

It was damn good story after all. For fun and I was enjoy the whole series. Ok, bila nak keluar second season nih!!!!!


Friday, 1 June 2012

Avengers

This month I went for Avengers movie. Kinda a interesting tapi macam Shaq kata apsal Hulk sama tinggi dengan Iron Man. Kenapa jugak la Hulk tu jadi normal bila jadi Hulk. Bukan ke kalau dia jadi Hulk dia kan lupa everything?????

Tapi apa pun Avengers tetap best. And I loved so much Iron Man!!!!! Wewittttttttt!






Captain America and Thor. Captain America ni takde pun takpe. Hahaahah. Thor hensem!


Oh my hero, Iron Man. kalau Iron Man sensorang pun dia boleh menang. Heheheehhehehe

Monday, 23 April 2012

The World of Mom

Since I amik Marsya from my mom and decide to take her by my self (helping from hubby of course), I am damn tired. Yes, sebulan ni I was so exhausted sangat, rasa macam tulang-tulang ni dah all broken. Hahahaaahaha.

Lepas balik kerja, all my life dah dedicate to Marsya. Kadang-kadang tak sempat buat apa pun just mandi and sleep and play with her. Read with her la apela, susun boxes apela, dan buat apa sahaja. Dan semua akan nampak interesting to her kalau kita main dengan dia.

Ok, I get it my daughter, in the other words 'Don't let me play alone or I will become tantrum!' Understood!

I learn that apa-apa sahaja perangai anak kita adalah mirror to us. Cermin diri ibu bapanya. Contoh, Marsya bila marah sekarang sudah pandai hentak kaki. It's mine, I admit it. Marsya kalau nak tidur cari buku. It's her daddy's. My husband says kalau tak boleh tidur dia akan cari buku sebab bila membaca dia akan mengantuk. Hahahahaah. Marsya suka marah. It's your daddy again. Marsya becok like daddy. Marsya suka makan biskut  like me. I love biscuits. 

Ok, enough la bout her. I nak cakap pasal 'kepenatan' myself yang dah tertanggung dah ni. I truly deeply penat. Tak larat. Entahla, kenapa penat sangat since Friday tu padahal Sabtu tak kerja.Bila I cakap dengan my husband jawapan dia 'You ni tak habis-habis penat' 'Dah memang I penat' Ok, I pun tak mahu mengalah jugak. I am not superwomen okey and I will not pretend I am a supermom.

Tula laki ni tak boleh bagi muka sangat. Kalau dah kerja diorang tolong kumpul baju kotor, put in washing machine, sidai and angkat. I takkan bagi muka. Let them do their duty. I akan lipat and gosok them.

Tiba-tiba kan I terbaca satu blog mummy izz macamtula blog dia. Banyak benda yang fikirkan, I realize.

Kadang-kadang I selalu komplen kat my husband, bila business you nak okey ni, bile I boleh dapat macam apa yang I dapat macam before kahwin dulu? Selalunya jawapan husband, 'Sabarlah, I tengah usaha'. My husband jarang jarang jarang marah I. Dia selalu membebel contoh, tak tutup air dalam bilik air, tak tutup suis lampu which for me remeh. I yang selalu marah dia balik kalau dia tegur I. I akan cakap"Dah you tau I tak tutup suis, you tutuplah, bisinglah you!'

Selalunya husband senyap je. Jarangla nak marah balik and dia jenis sedaya upaya akan beli apa I nak kalau dia ada duit. Tak pernah berkira.Kat rumah kitorang pun dah cukup dah barang-barang rumah yang ada. Kalau nak tambah, tambah carpet jela kut. Sebab my husband dah beli masa awal kahwin dulu. Jadi, rasanya tak perlu la I nak merungut dengan life I ni. 

Anak pun attach dengan daddy nya, which I boleh buat kerja rumah bila balik kerja sebab dua beranak tu boleh tengok tv dengan amannya.

Eh, cerita pasal blog tu, I rasa memang tempat dia meluahkan perasaan dia la. Memang ada entry dia cerita pasal laki dia, and I am so grateful that my husband absolutely NOT like that. My husband full of rumors and suka sakat I. Tak sempurna hidup dia kalau tak menyakat bini dia. My husband tak suka merungut, I am the grumpy one, hahaahahah. My husband was easy going and I take my life seriously. I work hard especially dalam studies I, I buat MBA sebab nak improve diri I which my husband support and selalu cakap 'Untung ada pelajaran'. My husband belajar diploma multimedia graphic from cosmopoint (sekarang KLMU), bagi I dah cool dah. Tapi graphic ni tak menjanjikan kekayaan. It's ok husband, long way to go, rezeki you tak sampai lagi, sikit lagu je ni.

And dia ni (blogger) selalu sakit, tapi selalu dia tak amik berat sakit dia. Doc dah suruh further kat hospital, dia tak pergi check lagi. Kalau I dah meroyan pergi dah hospital. Diorang ada 4 anak lelaki and husband dia selalu merungut sebab anak diorang nakal. Hello, dah tau anak tu lelaki of course la nakal, empat pulak tu. Adoiiiii, laki oh laki. If I was in her place, sumpah dah lama kena tinggal laki tu.Nasib baiklah bukan I yang kena kahwin dengan laki tu. 

Tapi takpela, that's was her life. Dia yang hadap laki dia dan mungkin banyak kelebihan suami dia yang dia tak tulis. With four heroes in the family maybe his husband naik angin. Even dengan Marsya sorang pun dah cukup menguji kesabaran parents nya kan? Do not compare your life with others because you have no idea what's on their journey.

I salute dengan blogger tu (mummy izz), I do really admire you, your strength, you!

I pun kadang-kadang bila I penat, I komplen, my husband never complaint me back. I anak seorang pun penat, ni kan pulak empat, tak tahulah. Kena jaga alone pulak tu sebab husband dia was in Johor. Long term relationship. I nak  masak, husband cakap tak payahla, kita makan luar je. I . Okey, part ni paling best sebab tak payah masak. Hahahaahah. Marsya pun makan kat luar sebab Marsya makan sepah husband tak nak rumah sepah-sepah. So, kan senang kalau ada persefahaman.Husband cakap kalau ada maid lainla, nak kena kemas each time Marsya makan sebab anak kecil tu nak makan sendiri and we all selalu bagi kebebasan untuk dia makan by her own. Dia suka, let her do what she likes kan. Kalau terlampau straight nanti tak independent pulak anak. So, ada benda kitorang bagilah dia kegembiraan kan. Tak salah kan. 

And I tak bagi my husband keluar malam. No way. Bukan queen control tapi malam spend la quality time dengan anak. Okey, nak keluar tunggu anak tidur dulu. And soalan I 'Kenapa you nak keluar?' 'Penting ke?' And selalunya husband akan terus terang cakap 'Eh, apsal soalan you annoying sangat eh' I cakap 'I tanya je.' Hahahaahah. Selalunya husband keluar malam sebab ada benda pasal dia nak discuss camtula. Kalau tak dia memerap je sambil tengok HBO ke Star World ke, heheeheheh. He loves watching tv so much!

Me? Kalau takde benda nak buat, together gether dengan husband tengok tv sambil tu buat conclusion cite tu. Hahaahahahhahah. Itula sebenarnya world of mom. Husband and children. I mean Marsya. Kesabaran kena tinggi. Husband and wife kenala saling memahami kan? Okey, malam ni bukan malam Jumaat, hahahhhahaahahh!!

Friday, 20 April 2012

research paper

Hari Rabu hari tu pagi-pagi dah pergi itm sebab nak dengar talk pasal mybrain15. I was like not-so excited sebab I am damn tired lately. Sangat letih. Then bila fikir balik pasal phd I teruskan jugakla usaha. Hahahaahh. Basically phd by research we can apply throughout the year and pengambilan adalah on monthly bassis. For coursework plak (DBA) kena apply before 31st May 2012 and register will be on 11th August. Wah, so damn fast!

I should think about the title, preparation on proposal by now actually. Since I only took one paper this semester, suppose I got more time la kan. Tapi tak taula time would be available for me ot not. Hahahaah. Sarcastic  punya ayat!

Ni assignment marketing pun tak tengok-tengok lagi kan. Ada hati nak buat proposal, tak tahula boleh siap ke tak. Hopefully bolehla. Sekarang tengah kumpul material.

The process tu might took some times and I don't know where to start. And at the same time, I tanak push myself to hard. I insist to take PhD by research because I felt its more relevant compare with DBA. Lagipun I dah spent 3 years doing MBA coursework and I don't want to attend any class. No more class. Relaks la sikit, nak push for research paper je. Tapi paper kena la bagus kan so that we will confident to do it.

I wanted to do something relate with talent management. I tengah nak narrow down the title, from HR issues, tengah nak kecikkan to something yag useful. Masa I pergi seminar tu i got some idea and point yang di cadangkan oleh speaker:-

1) Cari issue, apa yang kita nak selesaikan and make sure it relevant which can be settles
2) Gather data berkaitan issues and list all datas.
3) Make sure research kita something meaningful, easily understand and beneficial to others example to the industry ke, diorang boleh guna tak thesis kita nih

I tiba-tiba macam nak tak nak HR sebab I tak tahula samada Hr relevan ke tak nak aplly sebab diorang ada protected Act and etc. Tiba-tiba I berubah hati. Hahaahahahah


Tuesday, 17 April 2012

Penat, tired, exhausted

Aduh, dah berapa malam keadaan begini, adoi!!! Sakit badan - badan, tulang sum sum semua. Ini angkara anak kecil punya hal la, ape lagi. Anakku, kalau engkau dalam keadaan marah sekalipun, apesal la kamu suka tendang-tendang mummy mu ini. Tiap kali nak susu malam-malam kena tendang mummy. Sakit tau! Adoi anak kecil.



Semalam I pergi class setelah minggu lepas memonteng. So pada 7th May nanti I will attend my first test la, adoi, test. Dahla presentation individual hari tu I tak dapat nak commit. Sangat tak suka. Letih sangat especially kelas hari Isnin, sangat kelam kabut sebab Isnin selalunya hari pack. Then, hari Selasa akan  jadi hari paling penat dalam dunia. Ohhhhhhhh

Then bila I tengok balik schedule, La, kejapnya, June nanti nak habis kut. Go dee go! (Apa lagi boleh buat kan selain memotivasikan diri sendiri).

Kerja camtula, rasa nak blah memang dah lama terpahat kat hati ni, tetapi tak kesampaian lagi. Masters pulak sangkut satu paper lagi, ni di namakan dugaan. Kalau tak memang dah selamat kut buat phd. Tak kuasa nak layan karenah-karenah bodoh cam gini.

Masaalah dan dugaan datang dalam macam-macam bentuk. Kita ni di uji dalam macam-macam bentuk ujian. Contoh kat ofis ada Kak Jihan and Zura yang nak pregnant tak pregnant lagi. Bila I preview blog Mala, dia pun tengah mencuba untuk pregnant. Huda pulak dah dapat 2 anak dalam masa yang singkat. Hanum and Aifaa belum bertemu jodoh lagi. Diorang pun bukan tua sangat lah kan nak risau tak kahwin lagi. Lisa pulak dah kehilangan anak dan tengah pregnant lagi, insyaAllah akan dapat anak lagi.

I pulak dah ada anak, kalau boleh taknak komplen apa-apa pasal jaga anak tapi kalau dah tiap malam badan sakit, adoiiii! Anak tu kan 'gift' so kena la jaga sebaik-baiknya. Dan itu adalah dugaan untuk saya. Untuk di tempuhi.

Okey, hari ni penat sangat tapi lunch di sponsor abang Dino so hilang penat. Hahahahaahah. Dessert tuitti fruity, yummy.

Monday, 16 April 2012

My New Favorite TV Series

Okey, sekarang I tengah gila tengok Revenge kat Star World. Sangat best. 




It is all about revenge in Amanda Clarke @ Emily Thorne which she insists to take revenge to everyone who involved in her father imprisonment. Tapi kan sebenarnye her father already told her not revenge and forgive everyone.

Her father already investigate siapa yang salah, macamana boleh sampai kena tuduh as terrorist masa dalam penjara. Masa kena caught tu, tu Amanda kecik lagi, so die kena masuk juvenile sebab her father was accused as terrorist. In prison tula her father write macam article kut and find out siapa yang jadi dalang sampai dia kena buang dari Grayson. And he passed all the evidence to her daughter Amanda through Nolan.

Kaitan Nolan dalam cerita ni adalah bapa Amanda was one of his funder in his company and Amanda ada share dalam company tu and keluar je dari Juvenile she has money. I mean so much money.I dunno how both of them met. (Amanda's father and Nolan).

Dalam cerita ni, Emily berlakon konon-konon fall in love with Daniel Grayson so that she can come near to Grayson's family. Emily and Daniel as per below picture.




Nick Wechsler was so hot okey. Dia jadi kawan baik Amanda masa kecik-kecik. And he got feelings for Amanda, siap beli boat and name his boat after her. Romantik! Then bila Amanda get back she change her name to Emily and of course nobody knows her kan. Except anjing peliharaan Amanda which is Sammy. Sammy kenal Amanda and from the scene we knew that how Emily tried so hard to ignore Jack sebab dia takut Jack dapat recognize dia. Sammy pulak since Amanda or Emily in town asyik pergi rumah Emily cause it know that was Amanda. Btw, Jack keep Sammy after Amanda and her father leave.




Ada banyak unexpected scene dalam this series which I loved so much. Surprise and all other sampai I am obsess kan. Hahahahaha.

It shown every Monday and Tuesday 10.45 pm and ada episode repeat back to back Sunday malam pukul  10.50 after Glee. Repeat lagi on the following day at 6.05 pm. Series hari Isnin shows Tuesday petang and Tuesday shows Wednesday petang.

Okey, sangat best!

Oh Exam

I went thru a terrible exam process for juraudit w41 scheme. Okey, macam hell. Last Saturday I pun pergilah exam yang I dapat tu as per schedule dan guess what? Balik dapat migraine. Gila! Balik, makan dan tidur. After tidur tu baru fresh sikit.

Exam tu kena banyak fikir and my brain just cannot accept anymore. Hahahahah. Kalau exam pun dah macamtu, kerja nauzubillah la agaknya. They saying that this w41 basic salary is 2700 excluding allowances. Agaknya tu penyebab ramai graduates tertarik with it and basically ada 300 plus candidates who seats for the exam. Tu tak termasuk candidates kat tempat lain kan.

Dan ramai yang muda-muda. Yang tua-tua kurang. Best sangat ke kerja government nih? I am not sure but I guess the politics kerja labbih kurang cam sa je kut?

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