Disaster..

Dring our training tu on the second week tu ada convo in the university for postgraduate students. Unfortunately, in the middle of convo, hujan turun lebat and uitm macam kena landa gempa bumi. Hahhaahah. Ok, itu exaggerate je. Look at the pictures below.

Kasihan parents and people who involved. Habis kereta mereka, tapi tak ada nyawa yang melayang. Alhamdulillah.

Training..

I am going to spend the next hours writing about my training. I'm warning... post ni sedikit boring nanti. Hehhehehe.

Last month, Niza (a friend of mine which a lecturer in itm kedah) asked me to join this one training on innovation in entrepreneurship, which so related to my topic. So I agree and the training start early on May.

During the first weekend we have no idea what it will be about, which end up more to create an innovative product in our PhD  research.. Camtula bunyinya. Without knowing that one of the panel is Dr SS. Great! I didn't tell him, konon. Akhirnya dia yang lead for industry hosted. Hermm.

On the first week tu ada Prof Mazani and Dr Ja as a speaker. Ada presentation, case to do etc etc. Dr J asked us to transform one old building in UiTM and the idea combined he is going to be presented to the upper level. Nampak tak? Diorang kerah idea kami and used it? Hahahhaahahh. It doesn't matter for the sake of education. Kan?

With prof Mazani yang baju hitam tu.

Projek layang - layang namanya.

Tak terbang layang - layang tu.

Hahhahaahha

With Dr J yang pakai baju maroon long sleeve.

Bukan abang yang white hair tu.

Abang tu Datuk Zul, head of supply chain of UMW.

He is student.

Hahhahah

Ding my presentation on first week with Mazida and Abang Zul.

First week ni module dia Opportunity Creative and Innovative Thinking. Venue in MTDC quit selesa and spacious jugak la. We  are the pioneer on this particular training. Kira macam group pilot testing la.

Weekend nya I kena attend seminar on IGS which SPSS. Rasa macam dah full dah unday tu but I gagahkan jugakla myself study, tulis notes whatever. This is for research purpose jugak kan.

Training 2 hari ni betul- betul memenatkan. Tu Prof Fuzziawati, SPSS expertise. She is really good, she is. Banyak benda I adapt for my research.

The second week, my ex beloved lecturer yang pernah ajar marketing mas MBA dulu, Dr Zarina is a speaker. Ada aktiviti juga. Tapi tak ada gambar yang diambil. Tired sebab dia kerah otak kita thinking of the byproduct that we are going to produce. Crazy betul this time.

Lepas tu ada sessi interview and product that our partner (ada partner) wanted to give as a gift. My partner Nini dia nak belikan sport shoes for her husband something like that and I have to buit prototype? Sound crazy?? Yes it is. Tengokla prototype yang I buat tu seperti di atas.

Habis second week, then I ada satu lagi seminar end week tu on SEM pulak with Prof Ramayah. Can you imagine how hectic the week for me?

It is AMOS Software. How you build your chapter depends on your research Q and therefore you must know whether nak guna SPSS, PLS, SEM and etc. At least on basic level ye. Prof Ramayah ni mahal k, so bila IGS organize free, cepat-cepatlah booked. Rugi kalau tak pergi.

(pic later)

Masuk third week je masing - masing nampak keletihan. Ada yang WA sesama sendiri masa kelas. Semua dah kata letih and nothing to do with our PhD, it is just an additional value so that we will learn on how to innovate our research become product etc.

However, Prof Azam amd Prof Datin sangat membantu in third week ni. They are very nice. Siap ada hadiah bagai. Kena cipta logo la wahtever la. How to develop a business model from our research. It is kinda interesting sebenarnya.

This is my company logo that I created.

I took from internet and ubahsuai sikit.

And know what?

My group (my company) won the first medal.

Hahahhahahhaahahahah

Yeah, kami menang!!!

Hadiahnya coklat dari Dublin!

All of us on the third week.

Ada yang escape training sebab anak sakit, emak sakit.

My groupmate.

Ninie yang sangat bersungguh - sungguh.

And Sya yang banyak input.

Credit to them!

My myself doing presentation on the logo.

Nampak tak perempuan gemok baju purple tu.Sebab banyak makan free 3 minggu tu jadi gemuk!

On the last class, Dr Sofian datang dengan ceo of alam maritim because our next task will be risk management pronciple with industry.

Yang berdiri ni la my supervisor, Dr SS!

Yang tengah Prof Razmi and kiri tu ceo of Alam Maritim, Datuk Azmi.

So next week punya tasks mencabar jugak so balik kena study on risk management. Next week kami semua akan ke Alam Maritime and balik ke mtdc seminggu untuk discussion and presentation with lecturer sebelum kami present to the company back.

So this weekend I am going to rest and continue my research paper. Till next post!

Stress..

Dalam dunia ni tak ada benda yang perfect and tak perlu nak kritik or condemn others if their behaviour, their attitude, their thinking tak sama macam kita. Everyone is different, and everyone has different journey in their life.

If they did things yang kita rasa tak best atau tak seronok rasanya tak perlu la nak cakap or spell it out, simpan je dalam hati perasaan tu sebab tak semestinya apa yang kita buat best sangat bagi orang lain. Entah, I don't know why some people love to compare what they had with others.

Pelik tengok perangai manusia.

People usually kalau dia suka sangat talk about a things or someone or any things on certain particular people, most probably, I repeat most probably they are envy to that person.

In my life, I met many people and I valued friendships were among valuable things because friendships is a kind of things that I choose myself.

If there were people (not your friends) talking about you, condemn you, what you did, what you own and etc..talking to your friends about it, gossiping about you and at the end you heard it back, there where they should stand... BEHIND you!! Yes, exactly! That is why you are still in the same place women! And YOU are not HAPPY at all!

This is because people who talking about you, they got NOTHING to do, their life is miserable, they had difficulty in life, they are unhappy, they are pathetic and experience BRAIN damage.

So lets not talk about others.

Live happily.

I myself in everyday routine, after send Mikha to his place, running to library till 4-5 pm, then lunch at very late afternoon, pick up Mikha, buat kerja rumah..bla bla..tidurkan dia, then sambung kerja till 2 am, bangun  pagi balik. That's the routine. I had sleepless every night, I eat when I feel hungry, I am busy, had no time watch tv. Weekends is a family time then. 

Therefore, whoever mess with me will get a slap from me now onwards.

I don't give a damn on how you do your life, I will never judge.

I am myself is a damn happy women. I repeat HAPPY. I got a family, husband - works 18 hrs a day - to fulfill what his wife needs - a pair of children - supportive parents - good siblings - a mak mertua yang tak kisah apa aje asal korang bahagia - ipar2 yang tak masuk campur.

Oh, apa yang membebel panjang sangat ni???

Masya Allah!

Okey, I dah maafkan siapa -siapa yang I mean in above statement. I am human, I am weak. 

Sekian.

If you just cp a post, you better not posting anything..

On Thursday 9th April, I pergi seminar on mendeley by dr ot. I wish that I could go earlier because it is very beneficial. In fact, by writing the way that he introduced, it is the fastest way, the easiest way, the understandable way and if you could really focus doing the way he taught, there are no doubt that you are going to GOT your PhD. In sya Allah. 

As usual, it is not all about academic writing but still every doctors-ate will guide you and giving you advices as many that they could. In life, in writing, in family matters. Selit - selit sikit.

Dia cakap yang if you are in the particular group (WA ke FB ke, apa - apa jela) jangan la copy paste bagi kat satu group then ke satu group lain. Yang dia cakap ni especially in FB group la. Sebab tak relevant, macam DSG. Kalau benda tu just CP, just CP at your wall, that's it, jangan la CP masuk group yang beribu-ribu orang dalam itu. Tak membina.

Betul juga. He encouraged our own writing, so that whatever we write is from our heart, from our opinion, could be shared to others. Betul juga.

So from now on, kalau nak share, kita share apa yang kita nak tulis, pandangan kita, bukan pandangan orang lain, Good idea.

Updated Seminars

2014
Sept

1) 26th Sept - Attended Colloquium at ILQAM


Oct

2) 2nd Oct - Kelas Kemahiran KKM - Puan Rabita - PTAR 2

3) 8th Oct - Mendeley Class - En Shahrol Nizam - PTAR 1

4) 13th Oct - Analysing LR Using Socratic Method - Prof Juhana Salim - MPWS Bangi - with CERT

5) 30th Oct - Attended Presentation of DRP - Meeting Room FBM

Nov

6) 6 - 7th Nov - IGS Writing Thesis Seminar - AP Dr  Noorzan Mohd Noor - Akademi Bahasa

7) 20th Nov - Doing A Critical Literature Review: Tips to Constructing a Quality Thesis - Prof Madya Dr. Razamin Ramli - MPWS Bangi - with CERT


Dec
8) Research Methodology Workshop 
        Date        :        1 December 2014 (Monday) 
        Time       :        8.30 am to 5.00 pm 
        Venue     :        Lecture Theater A, FBM Shah Alam 
        Speaker  :         Prof Dr Raja Munirah

9) Workshop on Data Analysis using SPSS 
        Date        :        2 December 2014 (Tuesday) 
        Time       :        8.30 am to 5.00 pm 
        Venue     :        Computer Lab, level 5 FBM Shah Alam 
        Speaker  :        Dr. Abdul Kadir Othman

10) Colloquium (compulsory for the students to attend) 
        Date        :        4 December 2014 (Thursday) 
        Time       :        8.30 am to 5.00 pm 
        Venue     :        Classrooms, Level 4 FBM Shah Alam 

11) 19,20 &21 Dec - IGS Research Skills - WITH CERT - compulsary for 1st year student,

(a) 19 Dec (Dewan Annexe)
8.30 - 10.30 am    : Writing Research Proposal - Prof Dr Hajibah Osman
10.45 - 12.45 pm  : Avoiding and Detecting Plagiarism - PM Anealka Aziz Hussein
3.00 - 5.00pm       : Writing Literature Review - PM Anealka Aziz Hussein

(b) 20 Dec ( ILQAM)
8.30 - 10.30am    : Methodology - Qualitative Research - AP Dr Ros Aizan Yahya
10.45 - 12.45 pm : Developing Conceptual Framework - AP Dr Norzaidi Daud
2.30 - 4.30 pm     : Methodology - Quantitative Research - Dr. Paramjit

(c) 21 Dec (Dewan Annexe)
8.30 - 10.30am    : Working with your Supervisors
10.45 - 12.45 pm : Identifying the Research Question


12) 29th Dec - Preparing PhD Proposal - Ass Prof Madya Dr. Norzaidi Mohd Daud - Auditorium 1 ILQAM


2015
February
1) 16th Feb - DRP - for special - 4 person only.

March
2) 20th Mar - Mock Defense dor VIVA and DRP - AAGBS
3) 25th Mar - Collaqium Level 4, FBM

April
4) 9th Apr - Seminar Penulisan Thesis Cepat and Mendeley - Dr Othman Talib - MPWS Bangi - with CERT
5) 15th Apr - DRP - Level 4 FBM - 4 students - 2 Masters; 2 PhD - not pass.

May
6) 9 & 10 May - IGS Data Analysis - Computer Lab 5 & 6 - FSKM
This workshop will help postgraduate students on how to do data analysis by using practical hands-on approaches with real data sets. Participants will learn how to prepare data for analysis and how to use SPSS, a statistical package designed to manage, organise and analyse research data. This is twi-session workshop on advance data analysis which will introduce the advanced statistical techniques that are available for researchers.

The Speakers:- Assoc. Prof Dr Puzziawati Abd Ghani & Assoc. Prof Dr Noorizam Daud

7) 14 -15 May - Structural Equation Modelling (SEM)

Venue	:	Computer Lab, Perpustakaan Tun Abdul Razak (PTAR 1), UiTM Shah Alam
Time	:	8.30am - 5.00pm

 The Presenter: Prof Ramayah

Outline of the workshop:- 

• History of Multivariate Analysis, Exploratory Research and Confirmatory Research, Introduction to SEM,
• The Application of SEM in Postgraduate Research,
• Comparison between Variance Based SEM and Covariance Based SEM,
• Modeling SEM using Amos Graphic
• The Concept of Latent Constructs – Formative and Reflective Constructs
• Validating the Measurement Model of a Construct (Running the CFA)
• CFA Reporting for Unidimensionality, Validity, and Reliability of a Construct
• Analyzing the Structural Model (SEM)
• Analyzing the Mediators in a Complicated Model
• Personal Project Presentation 

When I See You Again

Last two weeks, after settle birthday party adik, sebab keterujaan kami nak tengok movie paling baru and hot FnF7, kami gagahkan juga ke tgv Bukit Tinggi even masa check in the web, seat semua dah full house, tapi kami pergi juga and akhirnya tadaaaaaa, we could manage to see the movie.

Cerita dia kinda best as usual, full of action (like we both loves) and PW tak mati dalam cerita ni. It is because of technic used (ok, biasalar) they got this technology kan. 

Then, accidently when I was listening to the Mix FM, I heard that VD sing a song of when I see you again is special dedicated to PW. Pastu eh macam best pulak lagu ni. Okey, cari.

 It's been a long day without you, my friend

And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

We've come a long way from where we began

Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

When I see you again...

Sila enjoy, we will never know when we will die obviously, muda ke tua ke.

We could never know.

And it is whether people who is still alive still remember us, pray for us, sedekahkan al fatihah kat kita ke, kita tak tahu.

So masa hidup ni la kita kena buat baik kat orang, even we have  been hurt so many times, lets forgive and forget.

Everytime I see adik and kakak face, I always fikir, cemana eh diorang nanti dah besar, what would they will be? Hopefully they will doing fine and happy at all times.

I loves them with full heart, their daddy with all my soul and my mak and may ayah more than I could tell.

Allah has destine them for me, we could choose friends not the family.

  

Me..this week..

I missed writing and in fact wiring can help my brain function. Today, I already done discussion with Dr SS. Dia sangat sibuk. Really busy man, naik pangkat meh, lots of things to do. I can't blame him sebab tak balas emails and WA. Although the first thing that I am choosing him because he has  NO ADMIN position before but tup tup dia kena sandang jawatang Timbalan FPP, so nak kata apa. Rezeki dia, yang merana PG dia. Huhuhuh.

Anyway congrates to him. 

Yang tak berapa nak congrates adalah myself which he has moved to Puncak. Menuju puncak macam tagline AF. I just hope that postgraduate team will not move there, or else I kena naik puncak every time I wanted to see him.

Oh, memang tak.

Yang kerja - kerja previous post banyak I dah buat. And I back to where I tulis semua apa yang I buat. Haritu bila I stopped doing that, habis semua berterabur and tak siap. Now, I'm back to reality.

Oh ya, last Tuesday (24.03.2015) adalah harijadi mak yang ke 61 tahun.

Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki. Insya Allah.

Kita ada celebrate kat restoran tapi takde gambar.

Takpe nanti weekend ni kita nak celebrate lagi

Hahahahah.

Semalam, I tengok mock drp few students kat faculty. And after tu, I terlanjur ikut Elaina ke TTDI, beli tudung Naelofar. Semoga sikap membeli belah ini tidak terbawa - bawa lagi. Aminnnnnnn.

But today, masa Dr SS talking to Dr Herwina (one of panel yesterday's mock), she said that none of the presenter will passed drp if this is the things they wanted to present for real drp. She telah mencuakkan diri ini.

I also dah sign up for dr ot's workshop, next two weeks. I guess my allowances mostly will go to fuel, courses, books. Ini pun I rasa macam tak cukup buku lagi. Maybe I  nak beli few books and voucher RM 250.00 tu sangat tak cukup untuk postgraduates students.

Hari ni I dah settle kain after I balik tadi, I nak pick up adik kejap lagi and most importantly I nak tengok final #temanlelakiupahan. Okey, I tak tengok semua episod but I guess final ni I akan faham. Hahahahahahahah.

....Kekasihku...

....Kusimpan satu rahsia..

....Bla bla bla (tak hafal lirik)...

K bai!