Life was unpredictable, yet sometimes could be difficult, hurt and turn around when you are not expecting it. Yes of course, an just normal human being that I cannot run myself from feeling depressed, frustrated and what not, but deep inside my heart I do believe that rainbow will come after the rain. There will be sunshine after the heavy rain, trust yourself!
A bright rainbow will come over my way. I believe. So as for now, I will just keep writing and writing about the whole things, what around me, my children, my friends, my family and etc.
In the matter of time, I don't need people told me what to do, telling me what goes right and wrong and whatever it is. I just want to live in peace that is all.
I am in deep hurt for late few weeks and it will recover maybe in 2, 3 month or maybe more than that. My hubs once asked me, did you regret the whole thing? I said cloud and clear to him to myself "Let's forget about past, just keep think on our future" Then he agreed to me that whatever past, is past and we wanted to plan for our future.
Writing keep me alive and heals me a lot. A lot.
I am twitter-ing, fb-ing and what ever relates to Internet, most probably, hahahahah!
I am just an ordinary women, just an ordinary women with many big dreams.
