Skin White

Hoyeahhhhhhhhh!!!!

Kalau nak mesti dapatkan, pastu tengok berkesan ke tak.

Kalau tak, tak payah dah, hehehehheheh.

Semalam malam dah try 2 sachet for six days then maintan 1 sachet per day. Minum (makan) dengan perut kosong. Semua arahan dalam facebook ada, cuma baca je.

Heheheheheh. I dah feeling feeling gebu dah, hahahahaha, apedaaaaa! Tolonglaaaaaaa!! Sila perasan sendiri.

New food intake. Excited amik gambar.

Siap ada paper beg kelassss!!

Ni selfie before used (hekeleh!!!). Original tanpa make up. 

Abaikan si mikhael yang tek reti duduk diam tu.

Thank daddy for buying me this. Heheheheheh. You are the best husband. Semalam pujuk dengan buang sampah then I said, "Ha, I buang sampah ni sebab nak mintak laki beli collagen kat I". Daddy senyum senyum kerang busuk jela.

I amik COD sebab tak suka la pos pos ni. I amik dari agent Juliana Shah Alam, pick up delivery ikut la kan.

Okla, esok lusa I dah glowing I tukar nama blog ni Dee Glowing Shining Forever.

Hahaahahahaha.

Cikgu..

Yesterday I drove myself to pkns, phewwww lama kut tak park kereta sendiri, park at shopping mall quit difficult beb. Inilah akibatnya kalau ada driver tak berbayar kan. Don't pamper yourself, my husband already warn me he will no more drive after raya.He is busy. Thanks husband!

Sebenarnya menempah baju raya, baju lepas raya. Kenapa? Ada kain-kain yang tak di tempah, sape lagi nak amik tempah raya. Takde kut. Sebelum mak klm bising-bising kain dia bagi kenapa tak tempah baik tempah! Selamatkan diri. At least nanti dia tanya dah tempah kan? Memang dari dulu suka buat kerja last minute kottt!!!

I used to tempah baju kat one chinese lady since last raya, so decided to continue. Mak ada tailor lama dia, tapi aku macam dah malas nak tempah kat kakak tu. Asik lupa je, lain yang kita mintak, lain jadinya pastu asik nak buat baju ikut shape.

Aku perut dah macam 4 bulan mengandung disuruhnya ikut shape, wooooo tak patut kut. Chinese lady ni slow je dia, ikut je kehendak aku, bila dia tanya nape taknak ikut shape I said, nanti nampak perut I, dia senyum.

Then dia pun borak - borak dengan aku la semua, last question dia

"U kerja cikgu ke?"

"Eh, tak tak tak I tak kerja, I tolong husband I je"

Dia senyum.

"Kenapa ye? I macam cikgu ke?"

Dia senyum lagi sambil angguk-angguk.

Okey cikgu Dee, I didn't see myself as cikgu, macam cikgu pencen adelaaaaaaa. Dressing kut!!!

Second Time

Phewhhhh lega kot bila kena paggil balik for second presentation for research proposal. I must do it again and better. Sekarang ni aku cuma tawakkal jela sebab aku pun tak tahu future nanti macamana, yang penting I will try my hardest. It will be next week and LR ada lagi some part that I want to add and send balik kat Dr SS.

At least dia takdela malu nanti kalau prof refer kat dia pasal aku kan. He already told me earlier yang I must do it properly so that dia ada something to explain to panel kan.

I actually don't want to put high hope buat I must kan.

Kalau tak apedah halnya six month yang aku dok hadap benda ni. I must work hard on this.

Kalau tak boleh jugak, tak tahula nak give up ke tak cos ada sorang lecturer MMU ni 8 kali proposal kena reject lastly dia amik dba. Mak aihhh lapan kali kut!

So think bout it again aku baru sekali je kena reject. Tapi budak Master relax senang je boleh lepas kut, aishhhh tensi gua. Nervous pun ada.

Pening, penig, nerves dsb..bla bla but alhamdulillah dipanggil balik.

Thank you Allah.

Me, Myself and I..

Seriously, I am not that well for the past three weeks. Sakit badan la, then flu, sakit tekak seminggu, demam, laki demam, anak demam,  diri sendiri demam. Dalam pada demam, last week sempat juga la balik Kuantan, dengan tak ada suara. Berlarutan demam dan tidak sihat satu keluarga.

Mulala rasa nak marah tak tentu pasal. Sikap - sikap anak kecil yang masih tidak berubah!

This week I am going to be fine. I remind myself. I am fine.

Then, selalu dapat pitam serta merta, tiba-tiba nampak rumah berpusing-pusing cam gitu. Macam orang tua kau nih! Aiyaaa..

Dalam pada takde-takde suara last week me and husband decided to to take a movie together.

Because it is Tom Cruise and I loved Emily Blunt so much. Sape ingat dia dalam Devils Wears Prada la kan. Sangat cute and means.

It is a good movie for release tension. 

I believe that actually sakit-sakit ni semua sebab:- 

1) I am no longer working 

2) I got different life schedule for the past 6 month

3) I am no longer had own pocket money 

4) I am a bit depressed on my proposal presentation either end of the month or earlier next month - I need to pass it on or either I already give up. - Tak lepas presentation proposal, takde mock viva, xde DRP. Stress all over the world. Also no allowances.

Then, back muhasabah diri again! Prof muhaya kata kita semua jangan sesekali compare diri kita dengan orang lain, compare diri kita dengan kita yang semalam. If let say we are better than yesterday, then we are succeed. Baguskan aku hari ini berbanding semalam? Kalau sama je, baik tokasah hidup!

I juga tak boleh sakit. I can't bear. I can't complaint also about the children. They belongs to Allah and lend to me to take care of. 

And somehow, otak saya tepu, dengan persolan, permasaalahan, persekitaran padahal I got happy life. STOP COMPLAINT. Don't judge also.

Ok, aku dah merapu banyak. Disebabkan ini, today I have search more on collagen. (eh apa kena mengena??) Kan statement kat atas, I already mentioned, I am old?? Eh, tak ada, heehhehehe. I mention I am not in good health condition. Then, I found this.

Dah survey and nak order end of this month. Cer nengok sape duta dia. Uikss, cantik berseri siap dah baca kat blog dia perasaan-perasaan minum collagen nih. Perasaan aku pulak kata 'try it try it'. Kut - kut lawa cam dr halina sape tau kan?

Sebenarnya masa bujang dulu I take once a packet of this.

Lama juga la makan ni. Satu box, RM 78 tapi tahan setengah bulan je. (15 sachet). Kalau 2 bulan, RM 312. Compare dengan Secret Skin tu, RM 170 ada 60 sachet for 2 month. Kesan pemakanan nuage ni, I had migrain-less (dulu kuat migrain), more energy and flat tummy (ni memang terasa keberkesanannya). But the fact kawan ofis yang jual DCL ni dah tak jual product ni and I am no longer working with him. (He is young man ye, selamba jual bidadari bagai). So takde orang jual, I pun stop makan benda ni, padahal dah tau bagus kan. But I do really insists nak try dr halina punya tu, heheheheeheh.

Okey,  let discuss about this and buy then.

Sekian!