Phewhhhh lega kot bila kena paggil balik for second presentation for research proposal. I must do it again and better. Sekarang ni aku cuma tawakkal jela sebab aku pun tak tahu future nanti macamana, yang penting I will try my hardest. It will be next week and LR ada lagi some part that I want to add and send balik kat Dr SS.
At least dia takdela malu nanti kalau prof refer kat dia pasal aku kan. He already told me earlier yang I must do it properly so that dia ada something to explain to panel kan.
I actually don't want to put high hope buat I must kan.
Kalau tak apedah halnya six month yang aku dok hadap benda ni. I must work hard on this.
Kalau tak boleh jugak, tak tahula nak give up ke tak cos ada sorang lecturer MMU ni 8 kali proposal kena reject lastly dia amik dba. Mak aihhh lapan kali kut!
So think bout it again aku baru sekali je kena reject. Tapi budak Master relax senang je boleh lepas kut, aishhhh tensi gua. Nervous pun ada.
Pening, penig, nerves dsb..bla bla but alhamdulillah dipanggil balik.
Thank you Allah.
