For the past three days, pfwttttttttt... Tak sangka la se busy ni but in fact aku harap semua pun okey by tomorrow. Please pray for me. Rasa macam kita dah buat yang terbaik tapi semuanya di tangan Allah. Kalau berjaya, alhamdulillah, kalau tak, kita figure out later whether to change mode / course ke kan. But always with another plan instead. Doa jela banyak - banyak, insyaAllah.
Itula mind aku, penuh ilmu berfikir, kahkahkahkah. Man taknya, pagi - pagi dah hadap proposal, sampai petang, balik rumah terus masak, ambil budak - budak. Kang malam kang nak fikir kerja rumah, bangun pagi balik sahur, solat pastu nap kejap. Tapi rasa puashati sebab at least this is all I ever want kan.
But after all, keep reminding myself, nothing could be happen without Allah permission. So hopefully I can get through this time.
