Hai 2015
It has been two day!
Wow. lots of things happen last year, so jangan ingat - ingat dah.
Kan kan.
And esok adalah Maulud Nabi.
Rasa macam baru je kakak celebrate maulud nabi kat school last year.
Huhuhuh.
Dalam banyak - banyak benda I just wanted to share "the power of doa". Don't underestimate even simple - simple doa. Please don't.
It happen in 2009. After several relationships that I have been through, although once I think I found the right one, even I am going out with 2 and 3 guy a times, it doesn't succeed, I quit. I surrender. Then, I started to pray. Doa yang consistence every day. Sampai la I am getting serious with husband in July at the same year, engaged in October and get married in December.
Then, I doa lagi supaya I dapat anak terus, and then bila tak dapat pregnant second time, I pray and bila dapat tau I pregnant, I pray for a boy, dapat habiskan masters and last doa yang consistence last Ramadhan, I pray that I get through interview PhD.
I always get in mind yang Allah akan kasi apa kita nak and kita mampu dapat, kalau tak Allah tak beri kan? Even, I still weak in many ways. Always thought, eh kalau I tak buat A dulu, mesti tak jadi camni, or can I turn back time and change everything??
Dah kata manusia ni lemah dan semua tak sempurna, macam - macam la fikir or menyesal la ape sume kan. And tu buat I ralat. Apelah yang nak dikenang benda dah jadi kan? Move forward je la, move on your life. Cepat - cepat fikirkan benda lain. Tadi I was thinking, why faith has cheated on me? Cepat - cepat tersedar kan ni dugaan. Banyak pulak menangis , belum habis tahun pun lagi, habis bulan pun belum. Hahahahhaaha.
Y Allah hati ni semoga tidak meragui lagi apa yang telah Kau beri.
Gambar kurang kena dengan hasil tulisan.
Okey, sengal sekejap!
