Year End

Dah almost year end. Seronok tengok orang shopping sana sini almaklum sale dah macam hape kan.

Skirt - skirt labuh ash & annas mak aihh menggoda betul but tak relevan nak beli skirt sampai 150 satu (mermaid), kalau harga biasa satu rm 249, pengsan jap! Not me, I am cheapskate! Dapat yang rm100 3 helai tu baru amik, jadila kan? Hehehehhe. Tudung - tudung ariani yang sampai rm20 je sepasang, auwwwww!!

Tapi bukan aku juga nak bersesak2 kat matrade nun beli. 

December end ni I sibuk nak siapkan proposal, baca more journal and sikit masa nak kemas rumah, takpe, buat - buat buta jap dengan kain baju tu, dengan rumah bersepah, nanti - nanti baru mop.

Sempena tahun baru, nak jadi a better person, cewahhh.. awal- awal dah ade resolution kan, tak boleh blah.

Dalam tahun ni banyak benda jadi termasukla to myself. Sama macam to our country. Tiba - tiba hujung tahun banjir and air kat rumah sangat larrr sejuk macam air terjun dah rasanya.

Dalam pada dalam fb orang update pasal banjir, ada yang update bukan - bukan also. Haiya. Ada yang tengah gembira, tengah sedih, tengah marah, duka, suka, happy, over excited. Macam biasa, tapi diri sendiri ni biasa - biasa je. Cuma sibuk nak siapkan itu ini, asyik hujan dan asyik kena hujan je lately.

Okey, throughout the year, I realized that I should be more relax, relax a little bit, calm a little bit and pray more. I also noticed that myself suka sangat condemn and comment and I won't do that anymore. No need to judge. Kan? Orang yang baik akan happy bila orang lain happy kan?

And some of friends yang tiba-tiba jadi ignorance to our life, tiba -tiba, I won't bother anymore. Let them be. There are many space in my life, you are free to in and out. When you are in, I will welcome you and if you wanna out, I won't stop you, but I had ever made mistake to any one, please forgive me.

Pernah tak jadi kat korang kawan yang korang anggap rapat, tiba - tiba bila kita mesej, dia tak balas. Kalau sekali takpe, kalau dua kali takpe, kalau dah berkali - kali, maybe kita dah buat salah kat orang, kita pun tak tahu kalau tak diberitahu kan? Positive thinking: dia busy.

I cuma nak cakap kita ni manusia je, semua pun buat salah, kalau pernah terasa sakit hati, atau I ada sakitkan hati sesiapa I sendiri pun tak perasan but I didn't mean to hurt anyone. I am sorry, maybe ada terlaser kat mana-mana?? Who knows? 

And sesiapa yang ada buat I rasa sakit hati, I dah tak mahu simpan dendam lagi. I want to let it go. Let it go. Buang jauh - jauh. Tak mahu dendam - dendam, tak mahu lagi.

Kan resolution nak jadi better person, kan kan kan. I also pray those yang kena bencana tu terus tabah, keep strong and cepat lah recovery process nya. Kasihan.

Dan semoga Allah terus kasihan kepada kita semua, In sya Allah. Aminnnn

Good bye 2014. Please be nice to me 2015. 

All Seminar This Year

Sept

1) 26th Sept - Attended Colloquium at ILQAM


Oct

2) 2nd Oct - Kelas Kemahiran KKM - Puan Rabita - PTAR 2

3) 8th Oct - Mendeley Class - En Shahrol Nizam - PTAR 1

4) 13th Oct - Analysing LR Using Socratic Method - Prof Juhana Salim - MPWS Bangi - with CERT

5) 30th Oct - Attended Presentation of DRP - Meeting Room FBM

Nov

6) 6 - 7th Nov - IGS Writing Thesis Seminar - AP Dr  Noorzan Mohd Noor - Akademi Bahasa

7) 20th Nov - Doing A Critical Literature Review: Tips to Constructing a Quality Thesis - Prof Madya Dr. Razamin Ramli - MPWS Bangi - with CERT


Dec
8) Research Methodology Workshop 
        Date        :        1 December 2014 (Monday) 
        Time       :        8.30 am to 5.00 pm 
        Venue     :        Lecture Theater A, FBM Shah Alam 
        Speaker  :         Prof Dr Raja Munirah

9) Workshop on Data Analysis using SPSS 
        Date        :        2 December 2014 (Tuesday) 
        Time       :        8.30 am to 5.00 pm 
        Venue     :        Computer Lab, level 5 FBM Shah Alam 
        Speaker  :        Dr. Abdul Kadir Othman

10) Colloquium (compulsory for the students to attend) 
        Date        :        4 December 2014 (Thursday) 
        Time       :        8.30 am to 5.00 pm 
        Venue     :        Classrooms, Level 4 FBM Shah Alam 

11) 19,20 &21 Dec - IGS Research Skills - WITH CERT

(a) 19 Dec (Dewan Annexe)
8.30 - 10.30 am    : Writing Research Proposal - Prof Dr Hajibah Osman
10.45 - 12.45 pm  : Avoiding and Detecting Plagiarism - PM Anealka Aziz Hussein
3.00 - 5.00pm       : Writing Literature Review - PM Anealka Aziz Hussein

(b) 20 Dec ( ILQAM)
8.30 - 10.30am    : Methodology - Qualitative Research - AP Dr Ros Aizan Yahya
10.45 - 12.45 pm : Developing Conceptual Framework - AP Dr Norzaidi Daud
2.30 - 4.30 pm     : Methodology - Quantitative Research - Dr. Paramjit

(c) 21 Dec (Dewan Annexe)
8.30 - 10.30am    : Working with your Supervisors
10.45 - 12.45 pm : Identifying the Research Question


12) 29th Dec - Preparing PhD Proposal - Ass Prof Madya Dr. Norzaidi Mohd Daud - Auditorium 1 ILQAM

Done for seminar / workshop this semester.
Need this because as for progress work for myself.
Hopefully I can do my DRP in April

GO FOR IT!

Drama of Fraser's Hill

My hubs and I plan to celebrate our anniversary at Fraser's Hill this year. But it happen soooo tragic to me. Instead of our children having fun, me myself happy and at the same time suffer. Hahhahaah. Lain kali celebrate berdua je. Sekian!

Ceritanya bila naik je, tiba - tiba adik poo poo dalam kereta, otw mana ada toilet and nak tak nak kena dukung adik sebab dia dah tak mahu duduk and end up tertidur so I kena carry adik sampai ke atas about half an hour jugak, Phewwww, plus kakak yang dah tidur dalam car seat adik. Tiring! Kalau dia tak tertidur, kena deal dengan perangai dia yang nak kedepan and kebelakang kereta.

Sampai je kat atas, basuh and then cari tempat makan, dalam pada nak makan tu adik sempat juga nak tantrums nasib baik sempat cari solution kalau tak haru satu restoran! After lunch baru kami check in. One night only and the next day dah balik sekali lagi kena handle adik dalam kereta yang sangat mencabar. Balik je I got this headache yang teruk!

I guess kalau nak travel jauh (my family) I guess no need of that. Sampai nak bawa ke rumah orang pun takut. I think I'll wait till adik besar dulu kot. It is really challenging for me (depressing sometimes).

So, it is going to be my next year resolution

To be a better mom 2015!

FIVE - 12 / 12

Mencabar..

Memberi tekanan..

High impact..

Still together..

Not so romantic..

Trust each other..

Fight and make up..

Understand each other? OF COURSE NOT!

We are not romantic..

Lived together and still learn towards each other..

Nobody perfect!

But five is good..

More years coming..

May us stay stronger..

Annoyed

Mungkin sebab mood tak sihat yang berpanjangan plus hand phone yang kejap hang dan hang dan hang. Bukan nak salahkan anak - anak but setiap kali dah asik berebut je antara berdua dan tekan sana sini, mau tak hang phone tu.

Then annoyed dengan certain people. Next time jangan bukak social media, tutup je ye, atau tutup je account fb, twitter awak tu ye Puan Dee. Kalau dah annoyed, memang apa yang baca pun jadi annoying macam kita tau ada sesetengah orang tu tengok cerita - cerita berunsurkan Islam tapi tak perlu update kot rasanya sebab iman tu bukan terletak pada "cerita apa kau tengok kan?" Betul tak opinion aku ni?

Ni sume pasal selsema yang tak baik - baik even dah seminggu and mood yang tak elok - elok lagi and penat yang tak berkesudahan.

p/s: hasil tulisan dari seorang student yang masih tak dapat mencari gap..sekian!

Apa Yang Kita Tak Mampu Ubah Akhirnya Mengubah Kita..

Kita translate in English la.

Ni cerita bukan pasal orang lain tapi diri sendiri (dan juga orang lain ..teeeheeee)

I am actually tired but not giving up yet!!!!

P/S: Post entah hape hape dari seorang student pada pukul 2.15 am.

Idea Oh Idea..

From a few seminar, workshops and observation, I know that I should write up something immediately, it is not just reading chapter overall.

Me, myself is one subject and I cannot separate one another into pieces. If could, I surely cut off my brain and divided it into PhD and husband. Thank you. 

During Prof Razimin workshop, she also touch on personal matters in example "there are PG who divorce during studying" Yes, we cannot get it all. In matter of fact, we should take care of family and study at the same time. 

Become a PG without support from husband is very difficult, you know it is! I am not talking about money here but TIME. It is a time when  your husband said "go do your thesis, I take care of the children" is priceless I guess!

When we could do writing? Observation telling me that idea will come to you after solat and at night, hence obviously no PG slept at 9.00 pm (like me) and therefore, I should change the habits immediately!

So idea please come to me, please write something. I am start to worry now, tense is coming!

Another LR Seminar

I told myself that whatever I had learned, it is never been enough, I need more and more knowledge especially in writing LR. I always believe that if we wanted to success, we must one step ahead from the others. Never give up.

I had always given up especially in reading part. I don't know why I had lost interest in reading lately and by looking at Elaina, I am sure 100 percent confident that she did reading more than me, obviously. It make sense why I refuse to took dba, hahhaahha. Yesterday, one more course I attended in Bangi, writing LR.

I found out that the approach that Prof Razimin thought us is much easy to adapt and understood. I now, know how to synthesizing, wewittttt!! Paraphrasing and etc. And hopefully I could write earlier that I could.

Please please help me, thus everything is important!

December, there will be lot more seminar and workshops to attend.

#iaminmyworld

#irrelevantunimportantmattersdoesn'tincludeinmychapter

Thank you!

Khamis dan Jumaat lepas saya ada attended seminar writing thesis proposal. It is by Prof Noorzan Mohd Noor. Saya ada beli buku hasil tulisan Prof title on Writing Research & Thesis Proposals Guidelines & Examples. I bought before I registered for my PhD to write on the proposal.

What is the input?

She advice us to read full thesis research in our area at least 3 research paper.

On the writing part, she said that a good proposal depends on the backbone of the thesis which is introduction part. For thesis, we need to change the tenses. Proposal need to be write in the future tense while full thesis report basically will be writing on the pas tenses because it is actually had been DONE!

This is very important!

She asked us, how many word should be in our thesis. Okey, this memang terkial - kial nak jawab. It depends on the faculty. PhD thesis basically should be different from others and all around the world and we should avoid plagiarism, of course!

There are a lot more information that we got, what among the important things that I had learned is on how to write an introduction.

- from general to specific

- sort references, sort LR

- link problems and solutions (HARD!)

- write LR first before method (pls take note)

- introduce topic, provide background, indicate  gap and state purpose.

Chapter one - is the most difficult to write but need to be finish. It must be clear - interesting.

Research background - LR not just listing - research - years - why relevant?

Research questions - has to be focus - (3 t0 5 RQ is good enough)

Significance - practical value in solving problem value to policy development - contribution to the theory. The criteria should cover - originality - can promote further investigation?

An example of significance: 

1)Previous study have shown importance of innovation in entrepreneurship etc....

2) This study will provide the importance of level of innovation in order to sustain in the services industry...

Problem statement: (what you expect to achieve)

Scope and Limitation: An example:-

This study concentrate on the Bumiputera entrepreneurs in services industry which cover Selangor and Wilayah Persekutuan. Cocentration only 30% of the total entrepreneurs in services industry might limit the data. Additional to this, there are already mush study on Bumiputera.

Literature Review

- need the conceptual framework

- link

- critically review

- narrow LR - focus on keywords

- do literature search

Structure of LR

1) Intro - define topic - trends - gaps - theme

2) Main body - Sources - dates - method

3) Conclusion - area what we wanted to do

Skill in LR - survey - select - analyzed - synthesizing

Then, Prof thought us few basic skills how to synthesizing LR. Do it in table. I had done this.

Methodology

In this chapter I believe that we should confirm the RO with our supervisor then we could clarify what method that we could used. SPSS or AMOS or whatever should be match with our objectives.

We also should look for reliable sources and unreliable sources include fb, twitter and etc.

This snap during the lecture:-

Terjawab Sudah...

Akhirnya persoalan yang bermain di kotak fikiran kami suami isteri terjawab.

Kenapa air rumah kami kecil macam air kencing baby?

Kenapa air tak naik, no water pressure then tank is empty?

Why????

Last Sunday hubs dengan anginnya call Syabas, then Monday tu call lagi, call lagi, sampaila operator Syabas naik fed up, maka tengahari tadi segerombolan kontraktor Syabas dengan lori kecil bawa pelbagai jenis peralatan. Wah gitu!

The, they found out paip tersumbat so bermulalah kerja - kerja diorang kan.

Ni pemandangan dari dalam bilik.

Hubs tengah cekak pinggang gaya ready to go nak korek sekali?

Caya tak?

Memang TAK la!

Tunggu punya tunggu dari pagi sampai petang diorang buat kerja.

Entah macamana pokok depan rumah kitorang tu tumbang!

Apakah????

Sebab diorang korek dalam sangat sampai akar rosak.

Ai pun macam tak kisah sangat, lantak la ko pokok

Cuba korang nengok JCB yang terperangkap dalam pokok tu, nasib tak ada yang cedera dihempap pokok, kalau tak, masuk TV3, glamer ai kejap!

Tanya sama pokok, apa sebab tumbang (sambil bernada ye nyanyi)

Then, terus kontraktor tu call MBSA and clean up the  mess.

Yang penting bersih kan.

Kalau tak mau bangsa - bangsa bersatu kat sini naik meroyan kan?

Harus

Cuma dah takde pokok tu and OF COURSE there will be talking in this area.

Selamat tinggal pokok. and dah tak ada orang sibuk nak rebut park bawah pokok tu lagi.

Kan bagus???

Hehehehhehe

Anyway, ucapan sayabas kepada pihak SYABAS!

Syabas bete!

Apa Negeri Kamu???

I am not a big fan of football or soccer or whatever they called it!

Bukan, tapi once upon a time ai ni suka juga tengok bola, it is World Cup 1998 and Holland was my favourite team. Hehehehhhe

Okey, last night, there was a game between Pahang and JDT. Ni bukan pasal Pahang, bukan pasal mat yo aku tak salah, aku tak salah (baca dalam nada bini mat yo!)

Masa ai kecik - kecik dulu kalau ada games, ayah kata "Yong, kau tak leh sokong Selangor sobab kau dongan mak kau orang nogori!'

So, ayah kata ai and mak sokong Negeri Sembilan because we both lahir kat negeri sembilan, tapi tau - tau jela time tu negeri ni bukan team yang kuat pun. Selangor yes.

So ayah and adik - adik lain akan sokong Selangor and gelakkan kami if Negeri kalah.

Hahahahahha. we took it as a joke.

Sampai sekarang ayah kata ai and mak adalah orang Nogori, dia bukan (even dia cakap nogori mak aih sikit punyo pokek). 

Ayah - he is from Beranang, Selangor and memang sempadan dengan Negeri so dia memang cakap negeri yang pekat. 

Mak - dia asal Lenggeng (N9) yang memanag bersebelahan dengan Beranang.

Kalau dah jodoh kat KL bertemu juga.

Hahahahahahhahaha.

Sampai sekarang, I dunno I negeri apa?

Selangor? 

Negeri Sembilan??  Because I was born in Seremban.

So kalau orang tanya ai, eh u asal mana? I macam ambil masa nak jawab.

Atau pun I cakap "Saya Jawa".

So , apa negeri you all?

Laki I Pahang, noted!!

An Author and Journalist

Ada satu quick test on FB 'what is your dream job'. So i gotta to answer 2 times because I got this two answer on my mind and guess what I got this 2 dream job.

Hahahah. Best suits me kot ye?

Apa beza author and journalist? 

A journalist works at covering news on a daily or weekly or even monthly basis, for a newspaper, magazine, television show, radio news, or Internet reporting. Most journalists are employees of the publisher, although some are free lance.

An author writes books, or poetry, or the occasional magazine article. An author is almost always self-employed, although he has remunerative contracts with publishers. Some authors work for publishing houses that print travel guides in example.

See??? 

It is either an author or journalist that I see myself 20 years from now, but now I nak kejar cita - cita lecturer dulu!!!!

A week

It is Friday. I was busying for the whole week and now at mak ayah home sweet home, in front of the pc. The water pressure at our home sour home kk sangat slow and daddy got to go Kedah, ai took the easiest way balik klm. With the kids.

Monday I got this TPM - bukan tenaga pengajar muda tapi Teachers Parents Meeting at cic. Tuesday, I got busy with hubs at restaurants. Wednesday, I had to see Dr SS and yesterday I spent my time watch DRP presentation.

TPM tu will be on the kids blog.

Tuesday tu I teman hubs pergi renew passport. Half day petang kat imigresen sahaja. Tiring betul. Tiring, bosan dan lawak. Lawak sebab ada sorang pakcik tu dia datang imigresen tidur till the end of the day and missed his turn. LAWAK! Tiba -tiba dia datang kaunter bayaran asked for his turn. Pakcik, tak buat lagi passport kau nak bayar, biar betul pakcik!

Wednesday, I met Dr SS. I represent to him what I had already done. The outcome:-

1) Data tu I have to go to Department of Statistic juga I guess, no choice

2) Read 25 journal then we will discuss together.

3) Title need to be improved

4) He will choose co supervisor with me.

So next day, myself Kak Sheri and Ida we all dah decide to watch drp to get more knowledge. Myself sendiri sempat tengok 2 drp. Then Kak Sheri tanya ai " You got to be kidding Dr SS nak discuss journal with you?" 

I pun macam what?? Aah betul ke kan, I was like blur juga but after all he yang insists to help me because I think that I am the only phd cadidates yang ambil single Dr, in fact yang lain - lain tu ambil AP. AP maybe diorang banyak kerja lain. Ok, I pun malas nak fikir as long as could do the drp next semester that is all.

Khamis pagi before I started the day teringat yang semalam (Rabu) Hanis dah masuk duit kutu, so pagi - pagi terus online and transfer ke Fara. Kalau tak, takut tak ingat. Pagi buta dah hadap pc. Kerja juga tu.

Khamis tu juga hubs cakap he got to go to Kedah, so malam I siap pack everything and pagi tadi terus balik klm.

Tell me, bila masa ada free?

Ohmaiiii!!!!

Thank you!

It's been a while since I have started school. Today, I decided to discuss further dengan Dr SS, so I email him and suddenly, I got an email from Dr Kadir asked on our progress. Eh macam tau tau je, lagila aku tak nak Dr SS fikir aku nak jumpa dia pasal email tu, haruslah tak!

Since I have attended on my own initiative on all seminars, workshops and databases courses tu, I then nak discuss what have I done la.

So I am quit busy with updating my proposal some more. Mybrain result tak kunjung tiba, tpm application lembab bak siput sedut. So, aku macam agak emosional sikit la, okey. 

All of sudden, penjaga adik dah start buat hal dah, I know it! Mom's instinct. I have been spoke to my close friends and also my mom, so mak cakap takpe, dia dah besar, boleh hantar taska. I infact dah survey and tinggal decided nak hantar bila, either on December ke January ke, or atau hantar je next month.

But after all, I really kesian kat adik, yela, dah bape lama pulak dia tinggak kat sana, buat kata aida, kemanusiaan tu takde kut, budak jadi mangsa. Kan? So I pandang muka adik dalam - dalam. I tau compared with the other 3 kids tu, dia yang paling lasak, dia redah je. Macamtula perangai dia kat rumah, kat rumah orang, langsung tak takut.

So dia anggap rumah orang macam rumah dia. I realised that diorang ada favorite budak lain, so adik ni I tak taula macamana dia kat rumah orang tu, sampai terbawa - bawa dalam mimpi. Itula diri I ni kalau apa je mesti dapat mimpi, sikit - sikit mimpi, bosan betul.

Eh, cerita pasal school tadi kan, dah melalut ke adik then kedai daddy pulak. Daddy memang dia spent most of his precious time kat kedai, and a very little time with kakak and adik. Sampai I have to curi masa daddy so that ada ruang - ruang kosong bonding time daddy and children.

Petang weekend je I called daddy jom pergi playground. Daddy tanya siapa yang nak pergi ni, mummy ke anak - anak, I buat bodoh je. Apa jadah I yang nak pergi playground kan? Sebab I tak buat cam tu, nanti diorang tak keluar rumah pulak.

So ada some fun sikit. Sebab kedai tak boleh tinggal and it is our sources of income. So, I pun tak leh nak merungut because I tak payah masak and I must asked daddy to pay all my expenses.

Haritu yang pergi Penang pun dah macam hape tinggal kedai. Susah, So I rasa kalau nak pergi mana-mana tutup je kot kedai tu. Ni daddy kata nak balik Kuantan for his cousin's wedding, I dunno how he is going to manage it. Dulu kata ada kawan yang nak jaga during weekend but it seems macam he is the only to take care of all. Kawan tu pun of course la berbayar kan, takkan nak jaga free je? 

Bila buat FnB ni macam biasalah masaalah tukang masak, tukang buat air la bla bla bla, kadang - kadang kita kene settle dulu then baru ambil adik. Tapi I rasa I dah tak boleh hadap dah penjaga adik tu, itulah satu perangai yang mak cakap susah betul dengan anak dia sorang ni. Time - time camnila dia nak buat halnya pun.

I told daddy if she is my staff, teruk I kerjakan budak ni, sampai menangis pun boleh. Tapi bila melibatkan anak - anak, aku pulak yang nangis kan? Mak suruh I berlapang dada je, cemana lah konsep berlapang dada cik Jamilah oiii. Daddy pulak cakap I suka campur aduk everything, tu jadi tension. Dah I bukan boleh tak tunjuk muka masam ni time amik adik. Kau suruh aku memahami situasi kau? Apakah? Situasi apa yang kau ada? Lain kali jangan jaga budak kalau tak mampu! Sekali lagi I tenung wajah adik dalam - dalam, sian adik. Sorry adik, mummy pun ada ego mummy.

Apa pros and cons kalau duduk taska? Kita tak payah cerita keburukan la kan, semoga Allah lindungi adik selalu. Harapan mummy;

1) Adik dapat makan cara teratur dan tak berterabur, baca doa sebelum makan, jangan suka - suka teraburkan makanan and kutip makan balik.

2) Ada jadual, so tidur petang tu ada, jangan asal time balik je mata bengkak. Alasan diorang ' Anak akak tak mau tidur' Bullshit! Kau mintak aku buai tapi anak aku tak mau dah tidur buai, anak orang lain yang tidur. Sudahnya anak aku tak tidur, kau ingat aku tak tau?

3) Adik sentiasa happy kat mana jugak adik tinggal, tak kisahla mana pun kan.

4) Adik kurang - kurang membuli anak orang lain.

5) Adik jugak tak di buli.

6) Taska adik nanti dekat kedai daddy.

7) Mummy ambil seawal boleh.

Thank you to all yang jaga adik, bukan mummy tak ingat jasa kalian, tapi mummy tau yang diorang dah malas jaga adik, standard la wei, budak cerdik kan nakal (pujuk hati sendiri sambil cry cry).

It is about time to change, they did came cross our life to teach us lesson and to prepared for unpredictable things in the future. We learn from each other.

Best describes me.

Till we meet again - next posts!

Review.. Seminar LR with Prof Juhana

Ini blog saya. 

Today, I wanted to review what Prof Juhana has taught me bout the LR Socratic Method. 

Okey la seminar Isnin tu sebenarnya banyak info berguna but then because of Prof was so busy at the day, ada yang dia tak sempat nak ajar. Ada juga yang rasa tak puas hati cos this is all paid seminar kan.

Btw, this is mpws seminar for postgradute students and workshop to learn more on the thesis things. Every month pun ada, cuma sediakan duit je. Hahahaah

Ok, soalannya agak -agaknya bila kita patut start tulis LR? Pada hari pertama kita baca artikel. 

Soalan kedua, bila patut kita berhenti baca artikel??? Buat time frame sendiri. If tiba - tiba kita jumpa artikel lepasss kita buat LR. what should we do? Just put it in the suggestion site, as simple as that!

At the end of conclusion, the review:-

Two technique approach

1) Mapping - map all your LR

    It is how to relate what we found.  

    Building blocks to all related info.

    Before mapping, we should do skimming and scanning first.

2) Comparing and Contrast 

    Before we could do the compare and contrast, we should find a way to made an argument to the article. 

Okey, but after all, kita kena practised kan?

And I planned to go for another LR seminar on 20th November.

Ni je pic yang sempat di ambil.

Prof Juhana yang pakai tudung biru tu.

Info very useful but time is veryyyy limited!

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Cake Saya

Thank you husband.

Thank you Ila sebab belanja akk cake ni.

LOVE!!!

Yang paling penting laki I ingat, or I akan buat mogok selama setahun!!!

Happy Birthday to me!

Aku emo lately. Emosional yang macam tahap gaban, mungkin faktor umur, kahkahkah. Mengandung? Haruslah tak kan. Ok, tomorrow I gotta go to Bangi, seminar LR, siapkan anak-anak as early as I could. Aku ingat nak waze je kesana since aku pun dah pandai pakai waze by myself. Huhuh. I am 33 years old today. Yet the journey gone far but not yet the destination.

Ada orang boleh berbangga cos they already gone to so many places cos people say, it is not how often you travelling but how far you go. 

Kenapa tiba -tiba cerita pasal travelling? Emo sebab kena drive ke Bangi ke? Kemonnnn la. My God!

It is not only bout tomorrow but previous previous plus a lot of thing to think! Sampai this is why rambut dah banyak beruban. So much thinking of nothing kut.

So I done checking on Dr Halina blog, I found its touching. Yup, dia baru celebrate anniversary yang ke 4 and we (my husb and I) will turn 5 on 12/12.

But it seems like she got more matured than me. Of course she did, she was older than me thou!!! Thank you Dr H for such inspiring relationship. Mestilah marriage dia lagi mencabar dari marriage kita cos she got her S husband. Kan? Therefore, everyone should appreciate their own marriage please!

Ok, lepas termenung - menung lepas solat tadi aku paham yang life aku memang mencabar dan tak sama dan takkan sama dengan orang lain. Mula - mula I decided nak give up je, but I got to be strong kan. Harung jela, redah jela. 

Hermmm.. Ini adalah catatan orang emosional sebab umur 33 harini. Kalau 44? 55?? Gosh!

Myself,

Happy Birthday.

Enjoy your day till max.

Even there were ups and downs, trust yourself you can do it!

Do not rely and depend on human, they are weak.

Only Allah can help you in whatever situation.

Allah,

Please forgive me.

Please show me the right way.

Please help me to get through my journey and reach the destination in safe.

Only You can guide me to the right path.

Please give me strength to continually istiqamah to Your way, in shaa Allah!

Hello October!!!

Okey, Oktober ni ada banyak benda nak buat. Last week I attended kkm class kat ptar2, iaitu kelas kemahiran macam gitu la. As before this, kalau dalam blog dr OT diorang banyak cakap pasal scopus la amende sume, so now I know la kan. Puan Rabita (librarian) ni ajar 3 pencarian utama adalah melalui scopus, summon and web science. Kalau dah cari kat 3 tempat ni so aku tak payah terhegeh  - hegeh nak cari kat pro quest lagi, kat emerald lagi. Aku pun macam waaaaaa!!!!!!!!

Dr ot cakap kalau students research tak tau scopus tu apa bak "menghabihkan boreh yo". Memang betul pun. Kalau tau tau nak search data base apa jadahnya nak buat research. Kan kan.

Then, aku boleh search thesis online kat Malaysian Thesis Online. Untuk cari thesis uitm picit (perghhhh picit) tergelak aku bila kak sheri kata picit instead of tekan, Hahahahahahah. Okey, sambung carik kat institutional repo.

Students uitm jugak boleh tengok pinjaman buku korang kt library and search buku - buku yang korang nak through ptar online. Puan Rabita kata better cari kat scopus dulu then baru kat summon. Okey, good idea puan! Web of Science pulak banyak jurnal baru.

Harini aku panjat ptar 1 plak nak belajar mendeley. Siap dah bukak akaun mendeley. Senang aku nak simpan journals instead aku simpan dalam laptop, dalam pendrive, kalau simpan dalam mendeley, data takkan hilang tapi kena selalu sync. So that data will available online and with your laptop.

Banyakla kegunaan mendeley ni in fact all phd students should know about this and also those whom taking masters in research. Sementara aku pat ptar 1 tu aku pun survey tali untuk gantung kad. Punyalah lama nak beli tali yang ada tulis uitm ni. Tengok harga mai aihhh, satu rm 4.80??? Tapi sebab die ade uitm kan, so beli jela nak sangat kan. 

Sambil - sambil beli sambil sambil nyanyi lagu uitm dihatiku. La la la la la la la la la .  Eh eh apa lirik dia???????

So next week sempena birthday I yang ke 23 tahun (hahahahahahahahahahh) aku nak pergi seminar LR kat bangi plak. Yang ni yang berbayar punya, dah siap bayar pun.

Ok, sekian!

Iron Baju

Perempuan yang berkerjaya.. yang tak ada maid untuk bantu..

Pasti la kalau dah kerja 8 - 5 everyday, then petang balik rumah kena buat pulak kerja rumah. Penat. Dan banyak isu nak kena settle, hal anak - anak then lepas uruskan sorang -sorang, rumah pulak nak kena tengok or masak for dinner then take a good night and sleep.

Benda - benda camni sebabkan stress especially to perempuan yang pengemas dan tak suka rumah kotor. Ada je orang diorang boleh tidur dalam semak dan rumah berbau but NO to certain people. And ada je orang boleh pergi kerja tanpa iron baju!!

Jangan stress sangat. Kena chill, tarik nafas dalam - dalam. Rumah kalau kotor, weekend boleh panggil bibik mana - mana (rajinla surf) mungkin boleh dapat murah around RM 50 - RM 75 per day, but depends la kawasan and berapa orang and kerja apa diorang kena buat. Kalau takat kemas je, kat KK Hills pun ada yang attach every week RM 60 for 4 hours. Kita suruhla kemas rumah, mop lantai, basuh bilik air dan sewaktu dengannya kan every weekend. Sediakan budget.

Tapi part paling serabut sekali kalau kain baju dah ber settle, rasa macam tekanan je. My advice;-

1) U olls basuh baju u olls hari - hari. Caranya? buat jadual sekata - kalau basuh tiap - tiap malam after balik kerja, biar je mesin, esok pagi bangun sidai, bangun may took earlier 15 mins than usual, then kita tinggal jela but make sure kat tempat cerah dan panas tapi ada awning so that confirm tak kena hujan.

2) Balik rumah je buat kerja apa patut than curi - curi masa 30 mins untuk lipat kain baju and terus iron. 

Macam myself, after tidurkan anak - anak (diorang tidur awal), bangun kejap, lipat sambil menggosok ni maksudnya, I duduk je, sambil lipat, sambil iron yang memang perlu iron and iron baju rumah yang  kedut seribu.

Iron board tu untuk short iron time macam esok tengok nak pakai tudung ada kedut kat hujung, ha tu baru gosok atas iron board.

Trust me kalau kita buat hari - hari kita cuma perlukan 30 mins sahaja semalam. Jangan biar macam dalam bakul tu penuh membukit nanti sendiri penat.

So baju yang dah memang iron tu gantung dan tunggu pakai je. Tak payah la each time nak keluar rumah, nak pergi kerja menggosok, dah, dah macam 2,3 kali kerja. Dah lipat terus masuk almari. Done! 45 minit sehari (pagi menyidai dan malam menggosok) dapat elakkan kita dari stress and bila nak pakai apa je dah gosok! Satu alamari dah tersedia baju yang bergosok kan seronok!

Tudung pun sama. Cari tempat untuk gantung tudung. Tak payah la nak sekali pakai gosok, sekali pakai gosok, letih beb! 

Apa yang paling penting time management. Dalam part ni suami la penolong cos nak tolong kita apa yang patut dan jangan merungut sebab tak ada maid. We don't even need them! Semat dalam hati!

#rajinrajinkan diri

#perempuanberkerjayatanpamaid

S.A.H.M

Tak payah explain la tentang tajuk tu rasa semua orang dah tau. I am 33 years olds mother of two, a wife, a student, an assistant to my husband, pengemas rumah, penggosok baju yang saaaangaattt berjaya dan juga maid. Teheeeeeee

Haritu I baca IG kawan I and dia cakap dia nak jadi sahm sebab  anak dia comel sangat. Its like a dreams la kat dia. Then response komen dia like few friends dia pun sama, to be sahm. Okey! Rolls eyes!

Firstly semua orang ada opinion sendiri la and whatever you oll wanted to be, be realistic! 

1) Anak - anak - diorang tak comel (baby) selamanya. Dia akan besar and jadi Marsya macam baru 4 tahun kehendak dah macam 20 tahun. Ni conversation me and her lately.

"Mummy, Marsya nak pakai subang la."

"Mummy, kakak nak baju frozen boleh tak?"

"Mummy kakak nak bawak kek frozen tau kat sekolah"

"Mummy kakak nak pakai make up - make up la" "Eh, kakak kecik lagi" 

"Takpela mummy kakak suka lawa-lawa"

"Mummy nanti nak tudung kaler biru bla bla bla bla"

"Mummy bila nak pergi Legoland?"

"Mummy Aina pergi Cameron, dia beli banyak strawberi, nak juga esok belikan"

Ayat dia banyak yang beli beli, nak nak, boleh tak boleh tak.

So ada tak kerelevan nya jadi sahm without fixed income?

OK fine u olls boleh meniaga online kan but online like 24 hours??

Kalau pergi ofis pun kat ofis sahaja 8 jam, masuk waktu pergi balik like 10 hours then weekend dah boleh spend time with children. Takyah nak fikir banyak cari customers advices sana sini. Kadang-kadang weekend pun tergadai tau!

2) You have collection of your savings and EPF!

Cuba korang kerja like 5 years and pergi tengok kut EPF savings. Mesti korang suka anda darabkan dengan berapa lama lagi korang boleh kerja. It going to be fine retirement, trust me.

3) Anak-anak memang sayang kita in shaa Allah tapi kalau kita tak boleh nak penuhkan kehendak diorang bila diorang teenagers nanti, macamana?. Diorang ada macam - macam kehendak. Kita dulu kan sama. Bila dah sekolah  menengah belanja dah tinggi, dengan nak beli barang-barang keperluan, kehendak lagi belum masuk belanja sekolah nak beli buku la, buku latihan la, buku kerja la, buku cerita la. Nak harap kat laki 100%?

Utilities lain pun perlu di bayar juga. If we could see how our future is, tu lain la. Sahm is not an alternative nowadays.

4) Kalau la kata laki kita kaya sangat la kan, let say, and we could get income from him, he bought us home, car la semua he could pay. Alhamdulillah. Hidup pun ceria, tak yah kusut2 nak kerja, dalam pada orang lain sibuk bekerja, kita jaga anak, we could get money too, ada maid lagi. BUT who are we to judge future?

Tiba-tiba laki kahwin lain or laki mati. What is our guarantee that we could move on without him? At least if we have career, it can recover jugak kan. Anak - anak akan besar, diorang akan ada life sendiri, untung sabut timbul, untung batu tenggelam. Kalau diorang bantu kita masa tua, alhamdulillah kalau tak, kita cuma boleh redha apa yang kita dah buat untuk diorang all these while.

Lagipun laki dulu dan sekarang berbeza. Bapak-bapak kita pemikiran diorang lain.

Takkan kita nak kepit anak selama-lamanya.

5) Bila kerja, we got friends, we got to relax a bit far from home, with friends, makan-makan lunch, gelak-gelak kan release tension kan?

When I continue my study, few friends cakap ala, takyah la kalau husband u kaya u duduk rumah je, (kalau kaya). I continue study because for myself, to get a stable career and contribute something to the country and if I be a lecturer one day, itu akan jadi saham akhirat I, in shaa Allah.

Perempuan bekerja dan berkerjaya sebab nak tolong suami on the other hand for themselves, nak melawa, nak bershopping dan sebagainya.

Anyhow, to those with degree especially but failed to work, be sahm at the end, bukannya tak respect kat diorang, terbaikla sebab sanggup berkorban demi kepentingan anak-anak atau maybe they got own issues like takde orang nak jaga anak, atau trauma tengok maid jaga anak-anak kita atau ada laki tak bagi kerja ke, what a waste to a country sebenarnya.

Kalau ada pinjam loan macam ptptn, dah bayar ke belum? Yang kerja pun susah nak bayar kadang-kadang. 

Education is a light (ni my father always taught me). Dia selalu cakap education tu akan terangi jalan yang gelap. And what I did to make them proud of me (mak dan ayah).

If I decide to be sahm I guess mak and ayah kut paling frust sekali even I takdela bagi beribu-ribu monthly kat diorang. Ayah yang nak sangat tengok ayong jadi lecturer so harap ayong dapat penuhi impian ayah ni, in shaa Allah!

Detox

Sekarang orang dok sibuk detox detox detox. Ever since dari dulu lagi la. Sampaikan myself pun turut terpengaruh. Itu yang order SWKC tu tapi haritu dah habis and since now second order tak dapat lagi. I prefer COD so I'll wait Kak Ju tu hantar tapi sampai sekarang Kak Ju takde feedback. Entah la rasa dia macam slow je. Kalau penjual-penjual lain maik aihh punya laju. I akan tunggu atau tak beli langsung. Depends. Review? Still rasa takde perubahan ketara ke macam tiba-tiba glowing ke pejadah sume cos sebenarnya effect berbeza-beza. I tot giving SKWC second trial and see how. 

Dari duduk diam so kita cari alternatif lain, so buat sendiri detox macam kat laman social orang lain. So here is it.

Campuran segala jenis mak nenek limau. Lime, lemon and timun. Potong kecik-kecik, letak dalam jug, letak air kosong (jangan air panas) then letak dalam peti ais. Tunggu atleast 2 jam and air ni tahan 2 hari sahaja. Pas 2 hari buang. Ada juga yang letak berries depends citarasa u olls cemana. Sebenarnya saya dan suami adalah agent Forever Living. Ada je segala jenis MLM memang kamilah agent nya tapi tak bergerak dan kat rumah ada sebotol Aloe Vera Gelly.

So apa I buat campur half cawan gelly ni and half lagi air detox tu, then minum. Itulah agent detox saya buat masa sekarang.

Antara kelebihan Alo Vera gel ni adalah:-

Khasiat:

* Pilihan yang amat baik untuk mengekalkan kesihatan, membantu menguatkan sistem imun dan melancarkan sistem gastrousus.

* Membantu meningkatkan keefisienan penyerapan nutrien oleh sel-sel. Ini bermakna tubuh anda akan menerima lebih banyak khasiat daripada makanan dan penokok diet yang anda ambil dan meningkatkan tahap tenaga dan kecergasan anda.

* Membantu menyahtoksik tubuh dan mengurangkan beban terhadap sistem pencernaan. Ia membersihkan usus kecil, melancarkan pembuangan najis dan mengurangkan mikroorganisma yang tidak baik seperti kulat. Kulit anda akan menjadi lebih baik dan berseri apabila proses penyahtoksikan berjalan dengan lancar.

* Sistem pencernaan yang sihat mengurangkan beban hati dan dengan demikian membolehkannya memetabolismekan lemak dengan lebih efisien untuk membebaskan lebih banyak tenaga. Dengan itu, dapat mengurangkan simpanan lemak dan membantu mengawalkan berat badan.

* Memberikan tindakan 2-dalam-1 iaitu menyahtoksik dan mencergaskan dengan serentak.

* Membantu meningkatkan kebolehan penyembuhan sistematik badan dan dengan demikian mengurangkan penyakit yang terjadi akibat keupayaan penyahtoksikan dan penyerapan nutrien yang kurang baik.

Cara Pengambilan:

Dos yang dicadangkan: 30 - 60ml setiap kali, 2 kali sehari

Harga:

RM 90

Sekian!

A Journey Has Begin

Eh betul ke ejaan tu. Ada grammatical disorder tak? Ke a journey has begun???

Hahahahah.

Why? If you are wrongly post grammar errror kang ada pulak orang membetulkannya.

Ada la satu IG yang I follow, dia nak tulis close on Tuesday is something like that, then ada reader dia tegur 'it is not close, supposed to be CLOSED.. kena tulis ed..' If you are asking me, mampus I dunno how to differentiate that. Seriously.

Teruk kan English..Oh maiiii... BM pun sama, bila orang semua tulis short form everywhere.. teruk jadi terok.. what the hell???

So Manglish is the  best. Cehhhhhh

So how was the journey of study? Masih la lagi terkial-kial even dah end year. They said we are gong to do DRP next semester. This semester hape pun takde buat. Relax betul kan. Hahahahah. 

So too my scholarship. Masih takde bayang. Sabron, sabron!

Banyak sangat personal things to catch up and lack of time management.

Entah I do need proposer management time.

Please please start.

200 journal nak habis????

OMG!!!!

Happy Birthday Hubby

Tadaaaaa....

Ok post birthday my lovely husband

Semoga you panjang umur murah rezeki dan Allah sentiasa merahmati hidup you.

Panjang lebar I tulis kat kad birthday you, hopefully you will understand each sentence.

I tak de ape nak beli, I just grab one perfume untuk koleksi perfume you sebab perfume you cepat habis!

Love you always.

Even you're not mine (ni kata kata Erma Fatima) ..suami milik Allah..perghhh. jangan pulak nak buat hal ye... Sekian!

"peace yo!!"

A surprise cake from kaksu at spc..hidup bos israel

Hahahahahahah

Speed Plate...

Daddy aka husb bukak restoran.

Share dengan kawan dia.

Nama kedai dia speed plat cafe.

Kalau plate dia tak cukup speed ai nak baling plate tu kat crew, cewahhhhhhh.

Hari tu dia ada buat opening 8.8.14. Ong maaaa no 8, idak ler bidaah sebegitu kan.

Terima kasih kawan-kawan sebab sudi hadir. Sibuk sangat ai menjaga anak kesayangan Superman i si Mikha sampai tak sempat nak ambil gambar dengan kawan-kawan yang datang.

Ai tak mo panggil Mikha Aryan sebab Aryan tu maksud nya kekuatan penuh. Penuh kuat dia berlari nanti so ai panggil dia Mikha sebab dia suka naik kereta laju, suka motor, siap kalau naik kereta buat bunyi vrooommm vrooommm. Mikha suka speed. wehehehehhehe.

Apapun, ai ada gambar kt bawah ni, ai sayang u ollsssss!!!

Gelap pulok gambar ni kan

My Raya

Walaupun dah macam terlambat ai nak cerita juga pasal a few day before raya, the day yang kitorang balik ke Kuantan, tapi ai nak cerita jugak.

Pagi - pagi dah siap kemas beg nk di jadikan cerita dengan anak 2 orang yang terbaik di dunia yang fana ni kan. Siap pakai dua-dua baju Superman dari pagi. Sebab daddy kata nak bertolak pagi.

So dari pagi tu ai tunggu punya tunggu daddy ni macam berlengah-lengah nak setel kerja la apela bagai. Dah la hari tu hari Jumaat, nak solat la apela kan. Katanya nak bertolak before solat.

Budak-budak pun dah meragam siap tapi tak gerak-gerak. Sampai Marsya dok ulang tanya bila nak balik kuantan bila nak balik.

Daddy buat macam relax kata nak jumpa kawan dulu.

Mummy hangit jugak la.

Fuhhhhhh.

Dah nak dekat tengahari daddy keluar tak balik - balik. Aikk ai macam pelik juga sebab ni nak balik kampung dia bukan klm so napenya nak lengah-lengah. Ai dah la cepat je penat sebab anak-anak ai dah sibuk nak mengemas rumah yang yang indah wangi mengharum ala dah lama tak mop lantai gitewww sebab bulan puasa ai tak larat kannnnn.

Dah nak dekat solat baru dia balik tiba - tiba tadaaaaaaaaa....

Laaaaaa, inila pasal nya lambat rupanya janji dengan kawannya sebab nak warna gold jugak terpaksa dia menunggu. Ai pun tersenyum senyum simpul malu ala anak dara kena masuk meminang gitew.

Raya gift ai sebab ai dapat sambung belajar kata daddy. Wahahahahaha.

Iyeler ai faham la sebab laki ai bukan kerja makan gaji so dia tak dapat nak bagi birthday gift la amende la sume. Dia punya perangai bila ada duit la kan baru beli sebab gaji yang tak menentu.

Itula nasib sebagai isteri orang meniaga. (Laki ai bukan bangla meniaga kain tau, die hensem tau). Heheh.

Tapi bila ai fikir balik eleh dia bosan la bila ai asik tak jawab fon alasan bateri cepat mati bla bla bla bla.

Ngeh ngeh ngeh, so dia belikan hp baru supaya ai lebih alert bila dia call wass up la sume. Hhahaahhaahah.

Padahnya ai subuk nak belek-belek hp baru and main candy crush. Hahahahahah

Anyway, ai just nak cakap yang ai sayangkan daddy selalu and nak daddy success setiap apa yang daddy buat even ai tak dapat duit raya. Waaaaaaa, macam-macam nak kan, pompuan pompuan!!!

Sekian!

Kembalikan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ye, tolong kembalikan blog saya!

Blog anak-anak yang dh dibina selama 4 tahun tu kalau bukak all grey colour je keluar.

Please help me

Aiyaaaaaaa

So much to tell and write.

Ohmaigod!

Stressssss

Syawal

Dah raya yeahh. In fact dah hari raya ke8 hari ni. Tahun ni I beraya di rumah suami ku aka mak men. Raya dipenuhi pergi menziarahi rumah adik beradik mak men yang ramai tu and the kids having so much fun  meneraburkan rumah orang dan tengok pets. Ada yang bela kucing, rabbit and etc.

Paling seronok untuk anak-anak kalau rumah orang yang diziarahi ada pets. 

For me as long as I could celebrate with my husband, my children and family around that is more than enough.

Then my straight back at my mother's house on Wednesday night.

Selamat Hari Raya.

Maaf Zahir Batin.

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Orang kata dugaan Allah bagi macam-macam, rezeki pun Allah beri dalam macam-macam cara. Sepanjang bulan puasa memang aku diduga dengan macam-macam sejak kes wallet hilang tu. Sampai satu masa, aku mintak "can I trun back my time?' "can I do that, do this, bla bla". Aku rasa macam dah hilang diri sendiri.

Ayat memang puitis and ego. Nah, semua orang ada ego sendiri, ada tahap pemikiran sendiri tapi aku cukup pantang orang yang underestimate education aku.

Ok, my social skills might not be good as you but I got inner strength and nobody can't take that away from me.

Aku masih di tahap mencari diri sendiri, masih dan tak akan berhenti. Kalau cerita pasal redha, tak guna cakap je kalau tak tau apa makna redha kan?

Aku agak emosional especially bulan Ramadhan ni especially dengan orang yang tak reti appreciate banyak benda dalam hidup diorang. I am no robot neither have superpower.

Aku seperti biasa suka dapat mimpi pelik-pelik lately. Lagi pelik dari sepatutnya. Pelik sangat pelik. 

I can't escape from the other worst attitude of me - "pemarah". I tried so  hard to calm down at every stage buat I can't help it.

Try not to marah anak but kadang-kadang diorang berdua (my children) memang cukup uji kesabaran. Last two days, there were communication between me and teacher and words that I can't forget teacher said, "melampau". She is very naughty now. I already decided to change her school  next year.

Yela, kita mak bapak ni mengharapkan yang terbaik untuk anak-anak tapi I guess tadika konsep sekarang tak sesuai untuk dia. Dia boring! Aktiviti luar macam sports tak ada, tak ada craft sangat, painting ke hape ke. All more to belajar dan agama.

Segala tok nenek doa, bacaan sembahyang semua dah hafal. And satu masa, she refused to write number 15 at school. Sebab dia dah tau nak tulis 1 - 10, dah tau 1 - 100 tu apa.

Bila teacher cakap dia tak nak tulis, I was like, she wasn't like this before. Dulu dia excited sangat, sekarang dia suka pergi school tapi kacau orang sana sini, usik orang sana sini. Tak nak sampai satu masa ada parent yang mengadu pasal dia kan susah.

So I actually depressed kut during Ramadhan. I used to work, to have own money, dah tiba-tiba everything I should ask from husband. In fact, I did not qualify for scholarship yet. Anyway the good news was, my proposal this time success.

Next month I will proceed with viva voce, insyaAllah. Hopefully Allah akan permudahkan segala urusan.

Trying to calm down now.

Mencari mood muslimah sejati.

Mencari diri sendiri.

Terusla istiqamah ya diri.

Teruskan misi dan usaha.

Teruskan mencari makna redha

Teruskan perjuangan

Terus bersabar

Jangan sibuk copy past pasal GAZA kalau tak tahu apa makna perjuangan.

Dari sibuk mengutuk, lebih baik berdoa.

Jangan ingat diri dah pandai sangat sebab asik hadap handphone 24 jam and tau latest news.

Tengok sikit laki/bini anak-anak.

Jangan sampai satu masa yang dah tersedar mereka dah tak ada.

Masa tu dah terlambat!

Jangan khusyuk sangat hal dunia

Janga sampai terabai segalanya.

Aku benci kalau aku marah, tapi aku lagi benci orang yang buat aku marah.

Aku bukan maksum.

Aku orang biasa.

Semoga hati ini sentiasa tenang.

Ketenangan tak boleh dibeli biarpun duit ada berjuta.

#peringatanuntukdirisendiri

Salam Syawal (lagi tiga hari je kut)