Seminggu sudah saya tak update blog, well, ada banyak benda saya telah buat the whole weekend. Last Friday, I've sent my father to klia. He was doing his umrah and hopefully my father and my mom can perform their haj as soon as possible. My mom will do her umrah next month, insyaAllah. Apsal pergi asing-asing? Diorang pergi ikut group, group lelaki pergi dulu headed by Dato' then geng perempuan pulak headed by Datin. Apa-apa jela.
My pray that my father and all his siblings will get umrah yang mabrur, insyaAllah.
So weekend I just get back lepak time with family.
Routine hidup masih macam biasa dan tiada yang luar biasa cuma kadang-kadang dugaan hidup ini memerlukan kita untuk terus bersabar dan meneruskan kehidupan adalah penting!
Macam myself and life simple aje, balik kerja then mandi ke whatever tidur, esok pergi kerja balik. But in office sometimes politics make me sick. Contoh today, lunch time ada somebody yang belanja boss and the crew means rakan terdekat diorang la. The foods were in pantry! Then staff like me whom nothing to do with politics, tengok jela kut. Unless ada sisa berlebihan, they will ask us makan. Kelakar!
Alhamdulilah, I still have money to go for lunch. Tak kebulur pun. I tak hairan la people! I don't give a damn pun but sometimes it just hurt, that's all which I will never ever forget. Then I realized so much that if you have money, you can buy everything! Yes, almost everything but not friends, not friendship.
I always remind myself bersyukur la ape ada, syukur please tetapi fitrah manusia yang tak pernah nak puas dengan apa yang ada kan. Inside me, ada banyak lgi quality yang I kena improve kan.
And kadang-kadang apa yang kita rancang tu tak seperti yang di harapkan tu yang sedih dan pahit untuk di telan. Yela, with thought that after marriage, life will be ok or better and has no problems was not easy. My marriage is not easy for me. Ada onak duri dan ranjau and some old say biasala, kawin kan! Ye, permulaan yang sangat mencabar. Two different people living in the same roof and sometimes I feel that I have no more freedom as I used to have when I was single. Perasaan biasa kut for a new mom, for a new wife, I guess.
Okla its just too long for me to write today and hopefully everything will be fine, I guess.
Routine hidup masih macam biasa dan tiada yang luar biasa cuma kadang-kadang dugaan hidup ini memerlukan kita untuk terus bersabar dan meneruskan kehidupan adalah penting!
Macam myself and life simple aje, balik kerja then mandi ke whatever tidur, esok pergi kerja balik. But in office sometimes politics make me sick. Contoh today, lunch time ada somebody yang belanja boss and the crew means rakan terdekat diorang la. The foods were in pantry! Then staff like me whom nothing to do with politics, tengok jela kut. Unless ada sisa berlebihan, they will ask us makan. Kelakar!
Alhamdulilah, I still have money to go for lunch. Tak kebulur pun. I tak hairan la people! I don't give a damn pun but sometimes it just hurt, that's all which I will never ever forget. Then I realized so much that if you have money, you can buy everything! Yes, almost everything but not friends, not friendship.
I always remind myself bersyukur la ape ada, syukur please tetapi fitrah manusia yang tak pernah nak puas dengan apa yang ada kan. Inside me, ada banyak lgi quality yang I kena improve kan.
And kadang-kadang apa yang kita rancang tu tak seperti yang di harapkan tu yang sedih dan pahit untuk di telan. Yela, with thought that after marriage, life will be ok or better and has no problems was not easy. My marriage is not easy for me. Ada onak duri dan ranjau and some old say biasala, kawin kan! Ye, permulaan yang sangat mencabar. Two different people living in the same roof and sometimes I feel that I have no more freedom as I used to have when I was single. Perasaan biasa kut for a new mom, for a new wife, I guess.
Okla its just too long for me to write today and hopefully everything will be fine, I guess.
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